Memories, just like love, fade away
What am I doing here.
Wednesday, January 19, 2011 || 12:42 AM
I myself don't know either. lol. It's pretty much obvious I'm talking to myself rn. What am I doing here lurking at almost 1-frigging-AM. Sigh. Idc, after all my class later starts at 10 so no problem... I think. :))
I planned of changing my bloglayie. I already found the codes but I'm not in the mood to edit now. Laziness is attacking. Well, when did it ever stop attacking me -__-;; srsly.
Posting here for the sake of posting. Been busy with org application stuff and acads. No much time left for fangirling. D; This summer I'm not going to take any vacation because I'll ba having summer classes. How I wish I could go back to high school days when summer vacations are bliss!
Labels: random, rant
Little by Little
Sunday, January 9, 2011 || 10:35 PM
Because this song is very dear. I find the lyrics very touching. Again, one of those -almost- rare moments when I go crazy over a song. Besides, it's sung by Jiyeon. /grins
시간이 점점 지날수록
점점 커져만 가는 내 맘을 너는 아는지
마음이 점점 커질수록
점점 늘어만 가는 눈물을 너는 알고 있는지
비가 그치고 나면 괜찮아질까
내 맘을 알까 아주 조금이라도
보고 싶다 보고 싶다
들리지 않는 목소리 입가에 맴돌다
그저 맴돌다 사라져 가고
말할 수 없는 아픔에 하루 지나고
지나갈수록 점점 작아져 가죠
눈물이 점점 흐를수록
점점 상처만 받는 내 가슴 너는 아는지
가슴이 점점 아려오고
점점 바보가 되는 내 모습 너는 알고 있는지
바람이 불어오면 사랑이 올까
내게로 올까 마치 거짓말처럼 네가
보고 싶다 보고 싶다
들리지 않는 목소리 입가에 맴돌다
그저 맴돌다 사라져 가고
말할 수 없는 아픔에 하루 지나고
지나갈수록 점점 작아져 가죠
알아 어쩌면 더 아파질 거란 걸
하지만 어쩔 수 없는 이런 내 마음
괜찮아요 난 괜찮아
내 맘 좀 다치면 어때 곁에만 있다면
너만 있다면 난 견딜 수 있어
가슴이 외치는 그 말 네가 아니면
안되는 내 맘 점점 커져만 가죠
I won't post the english translations of the lyrics anymore. I'm just posting this here for reference (I don't want to fill my bookmarks with so many lyrics and all). Her voice is sooooo precious.
I might consider having a cover of this soon. XD
Anyway the song is an OST for Jungle Fish 2. Woohoo, I'm still not done watching the english subbed vids. /fail/ Still on the fourth episode. Oh well, it has only eight episodes so I might finish it soon. Lee Joon rocks his role as Cinderella Man. His story was touching, though I can't help but laugh when his phone rings-- his ringtone is.. idk but it's about the story if Cinderella? Something like that, idk the title. XD I bet the fourth episode will show the story of Indie-dol. ;DDD
P.S. I missed blogging here. Lately I have been spazzing too much on Twitter, and busy reiviving my plurk/tumblr accounts. :)
Labels: Jiyeon, Jungle Fish, lyrics, random
Wednesday, December 8, 2010 || 7:25 PM
Hello. Good evening. I was bored and did this 100 truths thingy. Here you go.
WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. last beverage: Wohtah
2. last phone call: Mom eekkk
3. last text message: Urika's GM
4. last song you listened to: Wasurenaide - THS
5. last time you cried: Last year
6. dated someone twice: No
7. been cheated on: No
8. kissed someone & regretted it: No
9. lost someone special: Some precious friends.. Aww.
10. been depressed: Yeah, quite often (b/c of school D:)
11. been drunk and threw up: Never
LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2010)
15. Made a new friend?: Yes :DDDD
16. Fallen out of love?: Never
17. Laughed until you cried? HELL YES. Last week lang.
18. Met someone who changed you?: He's not yet born, unfotunately.
19. Found out who your true friends were?: ......
20. Found out someone was talking about you?: Yes
21. Kissed anyone on your fb friend's list ?: Yes (friendly kiss - 2 years ago)
22. How many people on your fb friends list do you know in real life: Do I really need to count? O_o
24. Do you have any pets: Two pups
25. Do you want to change your name?: Very badly
26. What did you do for your last birthday: Stayed at home
27. What time did you wake up today: Around 5 (but my first class is at 10 wtf)
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: Trying to revive my dead phone
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: December 15
30. Last time you saw your Mother: Ten years ago. Loljk just this morning.
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: Remove every lazy cell in me
32. What are you listening to right now: ...
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: Yes
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: Crazily Looking Only at You - FT Island
35. Most visited webpage: Lately it's facebook
37. Nicknames: Princess, Shannen
38. Relationship Status.: Married
39. Zodiac Sign: Virgo
40. He or She? : S.H.E. lol
41. Elementary?: Mandaluyong Elementary School
42. Middle School?: This is Philippines, hello. /eyeroll
43. High School?: City of Mandaluyong Science High School
44. Hair Color?: Kkamansaek lmao
45. Long hair or short hair? In between
46. Height: 5'2 o 5'1 perhaps
47. Do you have a crush on someone?: Yah. ): (Mr. D and L)
48: What do you like about yourself?: I am usually a happy person XD
49. Piercing?: Many to mention lmaojk only on ears
50. Tattoos?: Oh no never. X_X
51. Righty or lefty?: Left-handed kids rock!
52. First surgery = None
53. First piercing = Ears
54. First best friend(s)= Kaira Tanaka :)
55. First sport you joined = Is patintero okay? XDDD
58. First pair of trainers= Idek
59. Eating – I wish I was
60. Drinking- Nah
61. I'm about to – Eat a lot
62. Listening to - I can't let you go even if I die - 2AM D;
63. Waiting for – Junsu's birthday ♥♥♥
64. Want kids?- Let's think about that when I get married
65. Get Married?- I'm already married. XD
66. Career- Taking up BA Political Science (bow)
WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes? = Eyes
68. Hugs or kisses = Hugs
69. Shorter or taller = Taller
70. Older or Younger = Older
71. Romantic or spontaneous = Spontaneous
72. Nice stomach or nice arms = Latter
73. Sensitive or loud = Loud x3
74. Hook-up or relationship = None of the above lmao
75. Trouble maker or hesitant = Can it be wafreak?
HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger = Ofc not.
77. Drank hard liquor = Never
78. Lost glasses/contacts = No, I threw it all away
79. Sex on first date = ..... ?
80. Broken someone's heart = No
81. Had your own heart broken = No
83. Turned someone down = Lol
84. Cried when someone died = DON'T YOU EVER TALK ABOUT THAT AGAIN KTHXBA
85. Fallen for a friend = Idts
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself = I should
87. Miracles = Not really, with few exceptions
88. Love at first sight = No
89. Heaven = Ofc. Kpop = Heaven
90. Santa Claus = Idts
91. Kiss on the first date= No
92. Angels = I'm an angel, didn't you guys know?
93. Had more than one bf/gf?: NBSB
94. Is there one person you want to be with right now?: Yes.
95. Did you sing today?: No
96. Ever cheated on somebody?: No
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: Christmas Eve
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: Idek
100. Posting this as 100 truths?: Guess.
Labels: boredom, random
Thursday, December 2, 2010 || 7:52 PM
HAHAHAHAHA this quiz bee was fun. I joined my blockmate's team by accident. I just came out of my last class for the day and then my blockmate called telling me to go up on the fourth floow for the contest. I didn't have that much
of second thoughts, actually. I, I mean, our team, wasn't expecting to win (but 3,000 for first prize is sure tempting, divided by the three of us it's one thousand ;D). Neverthless we joined.
The quiz bee was composed of three rounds, Old School, Picture Perfect, and Enumeration. We were frantically laughing all throughout the contest, seriously. Some bloopers:
Enumeration portion (Write as much as you can) - Presidents of the Philippines. I wrote Andres Bonifacio WTF. It should be Emilio Aguinaldo. Hahahaha what the fudge.
Second - Animals in the Chinese Zodiac. We wrote worm, onyx (it should be ox XD), eagle, and anything under the sun. Hahahahaha!
That's it. lmao there are MANY other bloopers to be told but since they are many, I'd rather keep it to myself. HAHAHAHAHA
Nevertheless it was fun. I had lots of fun. Seriously. We didn't win but issokay. We paid 50 pesos for fee. Lol I kinda regret paying fifty pesos and we just lost. But like I said. It. was. fun. /allsmiles
And that was my first time to see UP at nighttime, complete with Christmas lights and decorations. It felt.. I can't find the right word. XD The jeepney ride was awesome, I was looking at every buildings with their own decorations. <3 I can't wait for the lantern parade!
The three of us (my teammates earlier) will join another quizbee. Hahahaha we hadn't have enough. XD
I love this day. Period. <3
Dadadada nareul dagawabwa.
Tuesday, November 30, 2010 || 9:00 PM
Um, I kinda missed blogging here. Lately I have been concentrating on working on my very first fic, and besides, you-know-what.. Schoolwork. Talk about typing three LONG reaction papers for a single subject. What the fudge.
So yeah, basically that's the only reason I went here. <3 Blog blog blog blog blog blog
And I can't think of other things to blog about.
P.S. I so love ChanMi from Co-Ed School. Y B So Qt ;-----;
And Taewoon reminds me of Dongho in some way. Idek why.
Bbiribbom Bbaeribbom is killing my head from too much LSS.
Hurr hurr hurr.
Wednesday, November 24, 2010 || 3:54 PM
This is my first time to make my own fic. Lol who cares anyway. But still, the link:CLICK AT YOUR OWN PERIL =)))
There. It's on B2stRising so you have to have an account before anything else.
P.S. New crush: Ryan Higa <3
Boredom makes me cool.
Thursday, November 18, 2010 || 7:09 PM
So you see, I was sleepless yesterday night and I had to keep the boredom away from me. At that time I was having a Beast marathon on my music player so my mind had a (not-so-)clever idea.
I used all the songs from Mastermind and Light Go on Again albums to make a short (love) letter. Teehee roflmao. And it goes like this:
To Very Important U
I'm sorry for clenching a tight fist
because I'm having a hard time catching my breath
. There had been a breakdown
in my world that made it lightless
and you are the mastermind
I hope the lights go on again
so I can see you, the most beautiful
person on earth. I like you best!
Lots of Love,
Yoseob's precious B2uty
Lmao I know your faces right now are like "WTF" now but idc I did it because of boredom and for fun. At first I thought of doing a TVXQ version of this one but they have SOOOOO MANYYYY songs so I couldn't decide that time what songs to include lmao. But who knows, I might be able to make one for them next time boredom attacks me. <3
Labels: Beast, random