Fact: I actually cried yesterday night (because of you) with "Star Star Star" by SNSD playing on my phone. Dunno. I regret forcing my friend to tell the truth to me. That truth fckng hurts. I tell everyone it doesn't matter that much. But the truth is, it hurts to the core. What a coincidence, the song is playing again.
I have known you for years already. My liking for you has been.. on and off. You know that? I like him now, then after some time I will like another. And then I'll like him again for some reason. I dunno. That's what I am feeling now.
Sometimes I wish you didn't exist at all. Know why? I always see you everywhere. Literally everywhere. I hate to say this, but everytime I close my eyes I see you. Okay. Not everytime. But most of the time. Especially when I see you then I look away, I still feel like you're only inches away from me.
I just came to think of this now. Yes, just now. It's like I can't get you out of my system that easily. Most probably it'd take a very long time to forget you and your existence. Well, thank you anyway for ignoring me for the past several years, when we parted ways and lived our separate lives. And thank you for making me realize what the truth is. Thank you for making me everyday crazy for you. You don't know and absolutely will not know how much I like you after all those years.
I have liked many people. Seriously, from the extraordinary ones to the nerd ones. But still, there's still a space here that's reserved for only you. My liking for you had never been gone eversince.
Lord, please help me. Just this once. Give me one day when I'll never get to see him, nor hear his voice, nor think of him, nor hear anyone say his name. Please? Maybe that way I can forget that fckng person. Thank you Lord.
It's our first day practicing for our Junior-Senior Promenade on March. That was an effng whole day practice. And I don't think I can make it until the last day (we'll practice for 3 whole days). My feet and lower legs hurt so much. It sucks wearing high heels, really. :) I even exchanged shoes with Queenie (of course with shorter heels) but still it hurts. I was walking so awkwardly all throughout the practice. Jkim, Mariel and others are teasing me. Mga adik kayo. >D
Well my lower legs don't hurt much anymore now, so it's okay. :)) Anyway, in return we will have no classes naman eh. WUHOO! =) It will be almost fine for me, don't worry. XD
Anyway, let's go to some fandom business. Well I am still spazzing over U-Kiss' teaser of their album. Blonde Dongho is really handsome! Vid? Here:
Teeheeeeee~ I like their tattoos lmao XD DONGHO I can't get over you why why why? XD
Earlier, as we were sitting (getting some rest after the practice), I borrowed a fan because I'm sweating (wtf, we're sitting under the scorching sun wtf srsly XD). Then when I looked at the back of the fan there were some krn words written on it. It said, "소녀시대", "소원을 말해봐", "라차타", etc. My mind said, "fangirl! XD" I asked the person whom I borrowed the fan from. "Whose fan is this?" She said, 'It's my partner's." LMAO at that because her partner is (naturally) a boy! It's a fanBOY! XDDDD I was kinda surprised to know that. :) I only know fangirls in our school you know. :)
Well, three days of no classes, FUNNNNNN =)) Minus the tiring practice and the leg pains. :] Well I can endure that anyway. x)
PS: Goodbye for now Beast/B2st. :((( I will miss you! D;
Today turned out just fine. We had the "Laro ng Lahi" this morning. It's probably the school's 'farewell party' for the Korean teachers. I enjoyed it because we had a nice time with those seonsaengnim-s. :) Miss Hayley (forgot her krn name) is really cute! We took pictures, and played with them. I really had a happy day.
Anyway, I'm back to blogging! XD After almost a week of being inactive here finally I had sufficient time to post. Well, because until now I am still not getting over with Amber's vid singing Heal The World. Wow. She really has a very nice voice. Yes, her singing voice might be even better than her rapping voice. Kyaaa. Video:
Liu bb looked nervous at first, but still! I can't stop bragging about how nice her voice is. x33333 And she is so pretty.
And finally, JKIM! I dunno if this will be a good news for you, but "Oh!" is already growing on me! I'm liking it now. ;D I like the 'brand new sound/ one more round' parts. lol. I'm 99% sure they'll have a second part of the mv. SNSD Bad girl style ♥!
Spazzing hours ahead! Fandom here I come! :D:D:D NP: Saying I Love You - WG
[x] Be 4′1 or [] Be 7′9? Would you rather…. [] Live without music or [x] Live without TV? Would you rather…. [] Eat a bar of soap or [x] Drink a bottle of dishwashing liquid? Would you rather…. [x] Be called a racist or [] A traitor to your country? Would you rather…. [x] Lose your legs or [] Lose your arms? Would you rather…. [x] Have a beautiful house and an ugly car or [] Have an ugly house and a beautiful car? Would you rather…. [x] Be blind or [] Be deaf? Would you rather….in a fire…save a.. [x] Sibling or [] Stranger? Would you rather…. [x] Be spanked or [] Be put on restriction (on your favorite thing to do)? Would you rather…. [x] Eat sushi or [] Eat liver? Would you rather…. [x] Live in Antarctica or [] Live in Death Valley? Would you rather…. [] Have 3 eyes or [x] Webbed Feet? Would you rather…. [x] Find true love or [] Get $ 1,000,000? Would you rather…. [x] Always have to say what’s on your mind or [] Never speak again? Would you rather…. [] Be gossiped about or [x] Never talked about at all? Would you rather…. [x] Have stars in your eyes or [] Eyes in the back of your head? Would you rather…. [x] Have X-Ray vision or [] Bionic Hearing? Would you rather…. [x] Be able to hear any conversation or [] Take back anything you say? Would you rather…. [x] End hunger or [] End hatred? Would you rather…. [] Publish your diary or [x] Make a movie about your most embarrassing moment? Would you rather…. [] Get caught singing in the mirror or [x] Spy on your crush? Would you rather…. [] Be a dog named Killer or [x] A cat named Fluffy? Would you rather…. [x] Be stranded on an island with someone you hate or [] Be stranded on an island alone? Would you rather…. [x] Get even or [] Get over it? Would you rather…. [x] Always lose (I'm a risk taker most of the time, it's okay) or [] Never play? Would you rather…. [] Be forced to tell your best friend a lie or [x] Tell your parents the truth? Would you rather…. [x] Know it all or [] Have it all? Would you rather…. [x] Give bad advice or [] Get bad advice? Would you rather…. [x] Have sand in your shorts or [] Have water in your ear? Would you rather…. [x] Forget your sunscreen or [] Forget your sunglasses? Would you rather…. [] Kiss a jellyfish or [x] Step on a crab? Would you rather…. [] Own a ski lodge or [x] Own a surf camp? Would you rather…. [x] Forget who you were or [] Forget everyone else and who they were? Would you rather…. [x] Have one wish granted today or [] Have 3 wishes granted in 10 years? Would you rather…. [] Give up your computer or [x] Give up your pet? Would you rather…. [] Be the sandcastle or [x] The wave? Would you rather…. [x] Write the worst book in history or [] Record the worst song in history? Would you rather…. [] Get free chocolate for 1 year or [x] Get free potatoes…..forever? Would you rather…. [] Have half days everyday or [x] No homework…..forever? Would you rather…. [x] Wear all pink to school or [] Wear all purple to school? Would you rather…. [] Take a math test or [x] Do a lab in science? Would you rather…. [] Have a mansion in the middle of nowhere or [x] Share an apartment with 10 friends? Would you rather…. [x] Bake cookies in cooking class or [] Do art projects in art class? Would you rather…. [] Have a pie-eating contest or [x] A wheelbarrow race? Would you rather…. [x] Have a big group of friends or [] One very close friend? Would you rather…. [x] Be nervous, but excited or [] Be relaxed, but bored? Would you rather…. [x] Wear a school uniform or [] Last year’s Halloween costume? Would you rather…. [x] Spend the day surfing the Internet or [] Surf the ocean? Would you rather…. [x] Be an actor/actress for a big movie or [] Be the director of the big movie? Would you rather…. [x] Have an ugly, loyal dog or [] A prize-winning, snobby cat? Would you rather…. [] Be saved by Superman or [x] Meet Winnie the Pooh? Would you rather…. [] Go to an amusement park or [x] Go to a family reunion? Would you rather…. [] Be rich with an unhappy job or [x] Be payed less with a job you like? Would you rather…. [] Not be able to use your phone or [x] Not be able to use your e-mail? Would you rather…. [] Snowboard in the winter or [x] Swim in the summer? Would you rather…. [x] Pick your own nose or [] Pick someone else’s? Would you rather…. [] Be a tree or [x] Live in one? Would you rather…. [x] Write a mystery or [] Write a poem? Would you rather…. [] Be popular, but mean or [x] Be nice, but unpopular? Would you rather…. [] Eat rubber or [x] Eat plastic? Would you rather…. [] Be shot or [x] Shoot someone? Would you rather…. [x] Be stranded or [] Get kidnapped? Would you rather…. [x] Skip Christmas for a year or [] Skip your Birthday for a year?
Today's Music Bank was soooo much awesome. My favorite?
MAZELTOV. Know why? Because they fckng changed the chorus steps to the original ones (the original steps in the mv)! Wth. At about 1:16, (first chorus) I already had the hunch that they will dance the original chorus steps because I saw the leg swing dance! LMAO XD I was like, "Ohmygod that step looks so familiar, it's the original dance step!" And I was right. At the second chorus they did the thrust thing step. At around 1:54, I cursed like hell when Siwan was doing that. O.O Seriously. How old is he anyway? That's why, for now:
Dongjoon - Siwan - Kwanghee
because before it was originally DJ - KW - SW (my top three favorites). Hahaha. I'm so crazy. XD
And, notice at 1:24, Leader Junyoung was like blabbering, I actually didn't understand what he was singing. ROFL was he tired or stressed or something? I repeated that part many times for the lulz coz he sounded like doing some tongue twister. XD This is my favorite performance from them so far. NOTHING BEATS THE ORIGINAL! =)
On the other hand, today's CAT (Citizenship Advancement Training) Mass Form was awesome too. We were grouped according to our sections not by platoons before the Periodical exam~ Twas so much fun I tell you! We were given ten seconds to laugh our hearts out (because before that we were actually supposed to be serious and not laughing at all, but some funny things happened XD), but ten seconds were not enough for letting the laughter all out. I could see shoulders shaking in laughter (I was at the backmost part in the form), and even I was not able to contain my laughter anymore. After the form was the periodical test. LOL, it was pretty hard! =)) It is also the best CAT mass form I have attended. I swear, if only this happens every session, I would attend every single Friday of the year! XD
PS: THANK GOD IT'S FRIDAY! PPS: MOM, WHERE ART THOU? imalreadyhungry T_T
1. Put your music on shuffle. 2. For each question, press gthe next button to get the answer. 3. YOU MUST WRITE DOWN THE SONG NAME NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS! 4. Tag 10 friends who might enjoy doing the memo as well as the person you get the memo from.
LET'S START!
IF SOMEONE SAYS “IS THIS OKAY” YOU SAY? - Oasis - Beast
WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY? - You and I - Park Bom
HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY? - A Friend's Confession - 2AM
WHAT’S YOUR MOTTO? - Fire - 2NE1
WHAT IS YOUR LIFE’S PURPOSE? - Still - Lee Hongki WTF it's always nonsense. XD
WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU? - Oh Yeah - MBLAQ
WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN? - f(x) - Chocolate Love
WHAT IS 2+2? - Bing Bing Bing - FT Island
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND? - Haru haru - Bigbang
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE? - Take It - Wondergirls
WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY? - Ring Ding Dong ROFLMAO
WHAT DO YOU WANT TO DO WHEN YOU GROW UP? - Mazeltov - ZE:A
WHAT WILL THEY PLAY ON YOUR FUNERAL? - Super Girl - Super Junior M
WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING? - Love Letter - FT Island
WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE? - Hard But Easy - f(Luna&&Krystal)
WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY INTEREST? - Stand by Me - SHINee
WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET? - Falling from Before - Oh Won Bin && Miss $
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS? - Chu - f(x)
WHAT’S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN? - Promise - Lee Hongki ft. Jung Yong Hwa
WHAT MAKES YOU CRY? - Still - A.
WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH? - Mystery - Beast
WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET? - Bad Girl - Beast (kinda relevant lol but i'm not regretting being a bad girl)
HOW WILL YOU DIE? - Lollipop - 2NE1 (by eating lollipop? wtf)
WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED? - Ready Go! - FT Island (hahaha cool)
WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU? - Please Don't Go - CL && Minzy
DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU? - Proud - DBSK
WHAT SCARES YOU MORE? - Sign - Brown Eyed Girls
IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE? - What Should I Do? - Jang Geun Suk
WHAT WOULD YOU SAY, WHEN YOU MEET YOUR BOSS? - My Heaven - BigBang (lol funny)
WHAT WOULD THE LOVE OF YOUR LIFE SAY TO YOU? - Let Me Hear Your Voice - BigBang (yay kinda sweet)
WHAT WOULD YOU DAY TO YOUR WORST ENEMY-TURN-FRIEND? - Why did I Fall in Love with You? - DBSK (WTF WIN XD)
WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS? - Survivor - TVXQ
tagging: Zen, Margarette, Nixiah, Chunyu, ChulKey -------------------------------
I welcome you to my personal online diary. This is mine so I suppose you must play by my rules.
Number 1. No bashing of people. Number 2.Credit my sources if you're taking out infos, pictures, videos, and others. Number 3.TAG!
Other than those, enjoy bloghopping!
I DEMAND YOU ALL TO CLICK MY NUFFNANG THINGY! Lol, kidding. But prz click, seriously.
Under the spotlight
Shannen. Turns a year older every 0829. A fangirl. Never fails to eat, procrastinate, fangirl, and eat again. Dislikes school for some reason.
Breathes Xiah [and the rest of TVXQ]. You're my oxygen.
Urm, what more?
I also fangirl over the other Korean groups.
Super Junior, BigBang, f(x), 2NE1, SNSD, and all others.
And, one thing more..
I'm a laughing machine.
*leaves laughing*
