Hey yo. People call me Shannen. I turn a year cuter older every 0829. I am already in college, but hey, I'm still young okay! Part-time student, full-time fangirl. Got a problem with me? Come to my sbox, but play by my rules or you'll be dead meat. ;D
Anyway, I'm a weird (im)mortal moving randomly through the melodramatic waves of life.
I repeat, I am not scary, I am Shannen.
P.S. Bash one of my biases and next time you wake up, you're in heaven. :)
Well, today is just.. awesome. I feel good all throughout the day. XD It's New Year's eve! Wuhoo! And Mom went to the supermarket three times. Freaking three times! Lol, I dunno. She bought so many food and things, like, pillows, shoe rack, and more. She's weird. lol.
KYAA! I watched SBS Drama Awards! Hahahahahahaha! :D I watched because Jang Geun Seuk was one of the hosts. *evilsmirk* I also watched A.N.Jell's performance! It was so jjang! I love it, hahaha! They performed As Ever (it's the title, I think?), the one with the JGS-PSH duet. ;D It's so good! But I wanna see Yonghwa sing. Hayy. *insert heartbeat emoticon*
I won't have my New Year's Resolutions. LOL. Seriously. I can change any time of the year no. Why would I have one, if I will just break those resolutions eventually? No need for that. ;) But, I swear to myself I'll save more money so I can buy Kpop stuff very often. :D Speaking of Kpop stuff, I would like to extend my sincerest and greatest THANKS to Fiffy Kim (Kim Jaeyeon) for the very big favor! I look up to you, Santa Fiffy! XD
Hai. I should go now. My mom is already drunk. Sht, I'm becoming nervous. She's noisy. God, save me.
I actually opened my blogger because I was going to blog about something. Guess what? I forgot what it was. Great. -_-
Anyway, I'm just going to talk about You're Beautiful. Yeah. I'm currently into the drama. I can't choose who among the three A.N.Jell's should I pick for Minam. Haha. But.. Taekyung has plus points from me since he's my first Korean crush. ;DDD And, I don't know if it's only me, but I really think that Geun Seuk looks like Hyun Joong in the drama, and Yong Hwa looks like.. Jonghyun. Forgive me, but that's my opinion. Forgive my eyes, I'm no '20-20 vision'-er. XD Hmm, UEE is a bitch (hey, in a good way!) in YB, and I like it. :) Many people on yt are commenting about her being a bitch or something bad, but I must say she's an effective actress because she affects many people's emotions. ;]
And, I'm excited for tomorrow's Gayo Daejun! WTF I am so fckng excited. Bwahaha. Not only because of the Kpop artistes, but also because of A.N.Jell performing together AGAIN! This is gonna be a very cool year-end special, right? Well, if A.N.Jell is a REAL KPOP GROUP (Oh I hope so), I would be a very BIG fan of them! And it's a super good thing that the cast are real performers, I mean, Shinwoo in real life is a band member, as well as Jeremy, and so on and so forth. And I didn't know that JGS and PSH are real singers! *impressed*
This is quite long of a post. I think I should go now. Aish, I've been busy watching YB that I left my fandom behind! I swear I'll go back to those after I finish watching this. XD
So, Merry Christmas everyone! I had a blast with our Noche Buena earlier! Thought some members of the family went emotional and serious at first, at least the problem is now solved! I don't know what the problem is, actually. Hahaha. XD
Every member of our family arrived even before the Christmas Day! Truthfully speaking, this is the very first time we have gathered together even before 25th, because normally, family members come to the ancestral house at exactly 25th. I don't know why, I feel a little bit weird. But oh well, this Christmas eve is the best I had! I never expected this to be so fun. I had fun playing around with my cousins, hahaha. I played also with the kids! And when I say kids, they are 3-5 years old! Hahaha, imagine me playing with them. >_<
I think some of them will not sleep tonight. I wanted to spend the night awake too, but I don't think I can, because now my eyes are already itching to close and sleep. :) But I won't, I'm still waiting for Mom to arrive since she went somewhere to attend a midnight party. Lol.
Anyway, Happy birthday Jesus! I love You! And though 2009 hasn't been that good of a year to me, well I still thank everyone who chatted, talked, fangirled, spazzed, danced, sang, etcetcetc. with me out there. I love you all! I think I should be watching You're Beautiful now, to kill the sleepiness. :) Have a pleasant day yeoreobun! :D
PS: Belated Happy birthday Junhyung and Happy birthday Carla! ;D
Tomorrow officially marks my first year anniversary as a fangirl! Hooray for me! XD I am already loving Kim Junsu for a year tomorrow. <33 I so love the number 23. Actually it's a mix of Junsu's favorite number (2) and my favorite (3). Lol, I am crazy. ;D
Anyway, I am currently watching Beast's MTV Documentary, and it's awesome! Yoseob is so adorkable! Well, the other members are, but he is the dorkiest among them. Need proof? Watch this:
Starts at 7:55. When the man announced that their group won, I was startled that he freaked out. LMAO.
I'm still on the 3rd episode. Gahhhd. I watch, then stop. Then watch and stop again. Too many distractions. XD I think I should finish this tonight. Then I will start watching You're Beautiful. Yeah, I know, I'm too late. XD
I love it when Yoseob wears a suit and dances Mystery with his almost-all-the-time serious face. Kyaaaaaaa~ And I also love After School's new song, Because of You. <3
Anyway, I'm back! Everything's settled now. :) Crappy net connection from the days before is gone. Hooray for me! XD As a result of my I-dunno-how-long hiatus, I am not updated about mubank, mucore and inki. Gimme vids please. D; Or much better, I'll just check those videos out on OMNTD. Huling-huli na ako sa balita! Bwahahahaha!
Goodnight, I'm off to slumber. :)
PS: My Kpop fandom anniversary is drawing near! Yahoo! Greet me on December 23 people, okay?
Advanced happy birthday Kim Junsu. :) Luckily I got my laptop just in time to greet you this early! I love you! :D Happy 23rd birthday lurve! I might not be online until exactly twelve to greet you so.. I'm already greeting you in advance! Happy birthday~
Just to update my blog. Hahaha. I've been kinda busy lately, and I can't use the computer very much often. So.. I'm thinking of having a hiatus. But no, I won't have one. Hehehe. Hard-headed. XD Ciao!
Things are just so confusing right now. My brain acts like it wants to be shattered into pieces right at this very moment. It really hurts! This is the first time I had a headache from thinking too much. Yeah, I thought that was clearly untrue. Now it's already proven.
Going back to the main topic, I AM really confused. Some things are meant to be this and that way, but those just don't seem okay for me. Something's bugging my clouded mind, and the thought of thinking of that thought makes me become more perturbed. Got it? Well I myself went confused as well.
God, You know I really wanted to say my problem to some friends or relatives, but.. as much as I want to say it, a part of my mind tells me not to. And I'm gonna obey it. Some people are involved in my problem, and I don't want to think about it anymore. But, it's really hard to keep the feelings, the thoughts inside without anyone (but me) knowing it.
Please help me. Even though you don't know my problem, can't you just help me ease the painful and perplexing feelings I have inside? Thank you. I just had the urge to ask help or comfort from you. Oh Lord, I am tearing up now.