Memories, just like love, fade away

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It's already November. December is fast approaching. I can already feel Christmas season's presence in the air. Nights get colder. I can now hear Christmas songs. After some time children caroling will be seen in the night streets. Ahh, how wonderful it is to feel it in the air!

Days are passing by so fast. So rapid it almost made me forget about the future. Heck, it's already November and I feel like it's only the start of school. Sometimes my friends and I wonder why time flies so fast recently. We can't even accept the fact that soon everyone of us will graduate from High School and then we'll part ways by then. Yes, now the fact that high school days are the best is absolutely, definitely and utterly true. It's sinking in to my thoughts. Like finally. Now, while writing, rather typing this, I suddenly missed [no, I always miss XD] Third year. I actually don't wanna compare this with that and that with this, but I must say that it is [take note, IS, not was] my best year in high school. Well the class was so awesome. Unity's prevailing not only inside but also outside the classroom. I really miss those days when I sneak out at class, when I do my school works a few minutes ahead of deadline.. And more.

Dalton, I love you. I'll miss you! Well, I also love the other sections I have been in. So much memories have been stored in my mind for four freaking years! And as much as I want those memories to be repeated like dejavu, I know it's very close to impossible now. Many things have changed. Even I have changed. Ah, time really changes people, be it you, be it me, be it everyone of us. Sometimes I wanna get back to the days when I was still innocent and when I still have nothing to worry about but school. Those days when I know nothing but God, my family, and my friends. Before I don't have to worry about things such as the thing they called love, and so much others to mention. [lol this sentence is kinda random]

I wish I can have the remote control that can turn back time, like that in the movie Click. I wonder..


PS: CLICK THIS PLEASE. Lol I just find this photo very much cool. Logic gates! Hahaha, creative people. :D

Labels: Christmas, November

So, it's the first day of November and this is my first post for the month. Hahaha, nothing special though. Relatives have came to the house to visit Gram's grave and light candles. I spent a third of my day playing around and chatting with my cousins and the other two thirds of it lurking around outdoors. My cousins and I bought some food and it was really fun being with them.

The house earlier was so noisy! Gahhd my younger cousins [all of them who are in the hosue were girls, because the boys were outside] were constantly shouting, "Mommy!" "I want this, I want that!" "Mommy, look at her oh!" Gahhd I almost became deaf from their tantrums, shoutings and all that. But afterwards I laughed at myself realizing that maybe I was like that when I was young too. Bottomline: I miss the old days. I miss my old self.

I was alone for some time yesterday, and I got to think about myself. I compared the old from the new me. And I realized something. Since my grandmother died, my life literally had no direction at all. I'm slacking, leaving school behind. I don't do 99% of my assignments at home. Smetimes I skip school for no reason. Worst of all, I don't mind at all if I fail quizzes and recitations and all that. I'm a worse procrastinator than before. It's like.. When Gram died, everything went different for me. She took a half of my life with her when she passed away. No one wakes me up in the morning [to be early for school], no one prepares my breakfast anymore... And many more to mention. :(( I'm actually teary-eyed right now. Hahaha emo. But I'm serious. :)

The same went for my cousins, I think. Before LP [my cousin] was an angel. Now she's a devil. LOL I'm exaggerating, but now she always shout to her maid. And take note she's only four years old!

Enough for the emo-ness. I don't want to ruin my night okay! Hahahaha lmao. lmao. lmao, rofl rofl rofl.. rofl! LAUGH ALL NIGHT! XDDDDD

PS: Happy birthday Danielle Rivera! Parteeeeyyyy!! XD

Labels: emo, November