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First for the Eleventh.
Sunday, November 1, 2009 || 8:02 PM
So, it's the first day of November and this is my first post for the month. Hahaha, nothing special though. Relatives have came to the house to visit Gram's grave and light candles. I spent a third of my day playing around and chatting with my cousins and the other two thirds of it lurking around outdoors. My cousins and I bought some food and it was really fun being with them.
The house earlier was so noisy! Gahhd my younger cousins [all of them who are in the hosue were girls, because the boys were outside] were constantly shouting, "Mommy!" "I want this, I want that!" "Mommy, look at her oh!" Gahhd I almost became deaf from their tantrums, shoutings and all that. But afterwards I laughed at myself realizing that maybe I was like that when I was young too. Bottomline: I miss the old days. I miss my old self.
I was alone for some time yesterday, and I got to think about myself. I compared the old from the new me. And I realized something. Since my grandmother died, my life literally had no direction at all. I'm slacking, leaving school behind. I don't do 99% of my assignments at home. Smetimes I skip school for no reason. Worst of all, I don't mind at all if I fail quizzes and recitations and all that. I'm a worse procrastinator than before. It's like.. When Gram died, everything went different for me. She took a half of my life with her when she passed away. No one wakes me up in the morning [to be early for school], no one prepares my breakfast anymore... And many more to mention. :(( I'm actually teary-eyed right now. Hahaha emo. But I'm serious. :)
The same went for my cousins, I think. Before LP [my cousin] was an angel. Now she's a devil. LOL I'm exaggerating, but now she always shout to her maid. And take note she's only four years old!
Enough for the emo-ness. I don't want to ruin my night okay! Hahahaha lmao. lmao. lmao, rofl rofl rofl.. rofl! LAUGH ALL NIGHT! XDDDDD
PS: Happy birthday Danielle Rivera! Parteeeeyyyy!! XD
Labels: emo, November