But it's all coming back to me.

What am I doing here.

2011-01-19T00:42:00.002+08:00

I myself don't know either. lol. It's pretty much obvious I'm talking to myself rn. What am I doing here lurking at almost 1-frigging-AM. Sigh. Idc, after all my class later starts at 10 so no problem... I think. :))

I planned of changing my bloglayie. I already found the codes but I'm not in the mood to edit now. Laziness is attacking. Well, when did it ever stop attacking me -__-;; srsly.

Posting here for the sake of posting. Been busy with org application stuff and acads. No much time left for fangirling. D; This summer I'm not going to take any vacation because I'll ba having summer classes. How I wish I could go back to high school days when summer vacations are bliss!

Little by Little

2011-01-09T22:35:00.004+08:00

Because this song is very dear. I find the lyrics very touching. Again, one of those -almost- rare moments when I go crazy over a song. Besides, it's sung by Jiyeon. /grins

시간이 점점 지날수록
점점 커져만 가는 내 맘을 너는 아는지
마음이 점점 커질수록
점점 늘어만 가는 눈물을 너는 알고 있는지

비가 그치고 나면 괜찮아질까
내 맘을 알까 아주 조금이라도

보고 싶다 보고 싶다
들리지 않는 목소리 입가에 맴돌다
그저 맴돌다 사라져 가고

사랑한다 사랑한다
말할 수 없는 아픔에 하루 지나고
지나갈수록 점점 작아져 가죠

눈물이 점점 흐를수록
점점 상처만 받는 내 가슴 너는 아는지
가슴이 점점 아려오고
점점 바보가 되는 내 모습 너는 알고 있는지

바람이 불어오면 사랑이 올까
내게로 올까 마치 거짓말처럼 네가

보고 싶다 보고 싶다
들리지 않는 목소리 입가에 맴돌다
그저 맴돌다 사라져 가고

사랑한다 사랑한다
말할 수 없는 아픔에 하루 지나고
지나갈수록 점점 작아져 가죠

알아 어쩌면 더 아파질 거란 걸
하지만 어쩔 수 없는 이런 내 마음

괜찮아요 난 괜찮아
내 맘 좀 다치면 어때 곁에만 있다면
너만 있다면 난 견딜 수 있어

사랑한다 사랑한다
가슴이 외치는 그 말 네가 아니면
안되는 내 맘 점점 커져만 가죠

내겐 그대뿐이죠…

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I won't post the english translations of the lyrics anymore. I'm just posting this here for reference (I don't want to fill my bookmarks with so many lyrics and all). Her voice is sooooo precious. ~~I might consider having a cover of this soon. XD~~

Anyway the song is an OST for Jungle Fish 2. Woohoo, I'm still not done watching the english subbed vids. /fail/ Still on the fourth episode. Oh well, it has only eight episodes so I might finish it soon. Lee Joon rocks his role as Cinderella Man. His story was touching, though I can't help but laugh when his phone rings-- his ringtone is.. idk but it's about the story if Cinderella? Something like that, idk the title. XD I bet the fourth episode will show the story of Indie-dol. ;DDD

P.S. I missed blogging here. Lately I have been spazzing too much on Twitter, and busy reiviving my plurk/tumblr accounts. :)

SPAAAAAM XD

2010-12-08T19:25:00.003+08:00

Hello. Good evening. I was bored and did this 100 truths thingy. Here you go.

WHAT WAS YOUR:

1. last beverage: Wohtah

2. last phone call: Mom eekkk

3. last text message: Urika's GM

4. last song you listened to: Wasurenaide - THS

5. last time you cried: Last year

6. dated someone twice: No

7. been cheated on: No

8. kissed someone & regretted it: No

9. lost someone special: Some precious friends.. Aww.

10. been depressed: Yeah, quite often (b/c of school D:)

11. been drunk and threw up: Never

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:

12. Blue

13. Black

14. Brown

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2010)

15. Made a new friend?: Yes :DDDD

16. Fallen out of love?: Never

17. Laughed until you cried? HELL YES. Last week lang.

18. Met someone who changed you?: He's not yet born, unfotunately.

19. Found out who your true friends were?: ......

20. Found out someone was talking about you?: Yes

21. Kissed anyone on your fb friend's list ?: Yes (friendly kiss - 2 years ago)

GENERAL:

22. How many people on your fb friends list do you know in real life: Do I really need to count? O_o

24. Do you have any pets: Two pups

25. Do you want to change your name?: Very badly

26. What did you do for your last birthday: Stayed at home

27. What time did you wake up today: Around 5 (but my first class is at 10 wtf)

28. What were you doing at midnight last night: Trying to revive my dead phone

29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: December 15

30. Last time you saw your Mother: Ten years ago. Loljk just this morning.

31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: Remove every lazy cell in me

32. What are you listening to right now: ...

33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: Yes

34. What's getting on your nerves right now: Crazily Looking Only at You - FT Island

35. Most visited webpage: Lately it's facebook

37. Nicknames: Princess, Shannen

38. Relationship Status.: Married

39. Zodiac Sign: Virgo

40. He or She? : S.H.E. lol

41. Elementary?: Mandaluyong Elementary School

42. Middle School?: This is Philippines, hello. /eyeroll

43. High School?: City of Mandaluyong Science High School

44. Hair Color?: Kkamansaek lmao

45. Long hair or short hair? In between

46. Height: 5'2 o 5'1 perhaps

47. Do you have a crush on someone?: Yah. ): (Mr. D and L)

48: What do you like about yourself?: I am usually a happy person XD

49. Piercing?: Many to mention lmaojk only on ears

50. Tattoos?: Oh no never. X_X

51. Righty or lefty?: Left-handed kids rock!

FIRSTS:

52. First surgery = None

53. First piercing = Ears

54. First best friend(s)= Kaira Tanaka :)

55. First sport you joined = Is patintero okay? XDDD

58. First pair of trainers= Idek

RIGHT NOW:

59. Eating – I wish I was

60. Drinking- Nah

61. I'm about to – Eat a lot

62. Listening to - I can't let you go even if I die - 2AM D;

63. Waiting for – Junsu's birthday ♥♥♥

64. Want kids?- Let's think about that when I get married

65. Get Married?- I'm already married. XD

66. Career- Taking up BA Political Science (bow)

WHICH IS BETTER :

67. Lips or eyes? = Eyes

68. Hugs or kisses = Hugs

69. Shorter or taller = Taller

70. Older or Younger = Older

71. Romantic or spontaneous = Spontaneous

72. Nice stomach or nice arms = Latter

73. Sensitive or loud = Loud x3

74. Hook-up or relationship = None of the above lmao

75. Trouble maker or hesitant = Can it be wafreak?

HAVE YOU EVER :

76. Kissed a stranger = Ofc not.

77. Drank hard liquor = Never

78. Lost glasses/contacts = No, I threw it all away

79. Sex on first date = ..... ?

80. Broken someone's heart = No

81. Had your own heart broken = No

83. Turned someone down = Lol

84. Cried when someone died = DON'T YOU EVER TALK ABOUT THAT AGAIN KTHXBA

85. Fallen for a friend = Idts

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

86. Yourself = I should

87. Miracles = Not really, with few exceptions

88. Love at first sight = No

89. Heaven = Ofc. Kpop = Heaven

90. Santa Claus = Idts

91. Kiss on the first date= No

92. Angels = I'm an angel, didn't you guys know?

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

93. Had more than one bf/gf?: NBSB

94. Is there one person you want to be with right now?: Yes.

95. Did you sing today?: No

96. Ever cheated on somebody?: No

98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: Christmas Eve

99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: Idek

100. Posting this as 100 truths?: Guess.

PowerPlay 3.0

2010-12-02T19:52:00.002+08:00

HAHAHAHAHA this quiz bee was fun. I joined my blockmate's team by accident. I just came out of my last class for the day and then my blockmate called telling me to go up on the fourth floow for the contest. I didn't have that much of second thoughts, actually. I, I mean, our team, wasn't expecting to win (but 3,000 for first prize is sure tempting, divided by the three of us it's one thousand ;D). Neverthless we joined.

The quiz bee was composed of three rounds, Old School, Picture Perfect, and Enumeration. We were frantically laughing all throughout the contest, seriously. Some bloopers:

Enumeration portion (Write as much as you can) - Presidents of the Philippines. I wrote Andres Bonifacio WTF. It should be Emilio Aguinaldo. Hahahaha what the fudge.
Second - Animals in the Chinese Zodiac. We wrote worm, onyx (it should be ox XD), eagle, and anything under the sun. Hahahahaha!

That's it. lmao there are MANY other bloopers to be told but since they are many, I'd rather keep it to myself. HAHAHAHAHA

Nevertheless it was fun. I had lots of fun. Seriously. We didn't win but issokay. We paid 50 pesos for fee. Lol I kinda regret paying fifty pesos and we just lost. But like I said. It. was. fun. /allsmiles

And that was my first time to see UP at nighttime, complete with Christmas lights and decorations. It felt.. I can't find the right word. XD The jeepney ride was awesome, I was looking at every buildings with their own decorations. <3 I can't wait for the lantern parade!

The three of us (my teammates earlier) will join another quizbee. Hahahaha we hadn't have enough. XD

I love this day. Period. <3

Dadadada nareul dagawabwa.

2010-11-30T21:00:00.003+08:00

Um, I kinda missed blogging here. Lately I have been concentrating on working on my very first fic, and besides, you-know-what.. Schoolwork. Talk about typing three LONG reaction papers for a single subject. What the fudge.

So yeah, basically that's the only reason I went here. <3 Blog blog blog blog blog blog
And I can't think of other things to blog about.

P.S. I so love ChanMi from Co-Ed School. Y B So Qt ;-----;
And Taewoon reminds me of Dongho in some way. Idek why.
Bbiribbom Bbaeribbom is killing my head from too much LSS.

Hurr hurr hurr.

2010-11-24T15:54:00.000+08:00

This is my first time to make my own fic. Lol who cares anyway. But still, the link:

CLICK AT YOUR OWN PERIL =)))

There. It's on B2stRising so you have to have an account before anything else.

P.S. New crush: Ryan Higa <3

Boredom makes me cool.

2010-11-18T19:09:00.003+08:00

So you see, I was sleepless yesterday night and I had to keep the boredom away from me. At that time I was having a Beast marathon on my music player so my mind had a (not-so-)clever idea.

I used all the songs from Mastermind and Light Go on Again albums to make a short (love) letter. Teehee roflmao. And it goes like this:

To Very Important U,

I'm sorry for clenching a tight fist because I'm having a hard time catching my breath. There had been a breakdown in my world that made it lightless and you are the mastermind for that.

I hope the lights go on again so I can see you, the most beautiful person on earth. I like you best!

Lots of Love,
Yoseob's precious B2uty

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Lmao I know your faces right now are like "WTF" now but idc I did it because of boredom and for fun. At first I thought of doing a TVXQ version of this one but they have SOOOOO MANYYYY songs so I couldn't decide that time what songs to include lmao. But who knows, I might be able to make one for them next time boredom attacks me. <3

TGIF

2010-11-12T18:23:00.002+08:00

You don't know how hard it is for me to survive in school for even just a single day. Okay I'm partly not sure about that. I can survive school forever but it's hella boring. Nothing has changed, really, well except for the subjects and new faces. My expectations are still not yet met but yeah school's just started so I still have to wait a little more.

But anyway. First week of school is done. Two professors are still not showing up. When will they appear :))) Philippine Games (my PE) was so cool. I'm not sure if we'd have exams or the like but the prof didn't mention something about it so I suppose we will not have. Cool. We already played two games in less than an hour, lol srsly. But it was fun. Unfortunately I was tagged during the second game and became the 'it'. Err. I can't tag someone to replace me so the game ended. Hahahahah I know I'm a noob for that tagging game so yeah -___-

I gotta learn the Philippine Constitution for Polsci. Just making sure that I have something significant to say when I get to be the Student for the Day. I'll prove myself this semester I swear. The. End.

P.S. To that fucking non-kpop fan, will you please stop pretending like you LOVE kpop oh so much. It's irritating me to the nth level and I can't help but bash you here in my blog. Fuck you. That's all.

First Day.

2010-11-09T17:47:00.002+08:00

School has already started. Yes I was pretty excited about it at first (because I was stuck at home the whole sembreak period D:); I even woke up VERY early (talk about waking up at friggin' two in the morning!). LMAO I don't even...... XD

Anyway. The first day of classes for this semester went pretty fine. Yeah, actually. I had four subjects for the day but only two professors showed up, which was already expected. lol. I can't wait to see what will happen tomorrow for Anthro1, Eng10 and PE2. Teehee.

ANYWAY!

I almost died watching the teaser. Lights Go On Again is a nice song I think! <3 Junhyung's close-ups are.. <3 =)) Yoseob's hair! I super loveeeetttt XD /spazz

I realized.

2010-11-02T17:06:00.001+08:00

That CoEd is good and needs a lot of consideration from stupid me.
Too Late is worth an LSS.

Seriously.

2010-10-30T17:01:00.003+08:00

I ~~want~~ NEED to get my old life back. And I wanna get back to school. This year's semester break is the most dreadful and boring one I have ever experienced in my entire school life. Oh holy cow, why is life so evil to me? It's slowly killing me every single day of the break. I've got nothing to do but sleep, eat, face the computer/tv, and the cycle goes on and on. Lately I have been feeling the need to discover new ways of putting color to my dull life. Would somebody try to switch places with me, even if just for a day? Seriously. Try living my life. :)

Letter to You

2010-10-28T16:11:00.003+08:00

Dearest One,

You asked for it. At first I was hesitant because the favor asked wasn't a piece of cake for someone of my age that time. But realizing that the others have agreed upon it, I tried as well. I exerted full effort. I even skipped meals, had restless days and sleepless nights just to fulfill what's expected of me. Well in your point of view it might be insufficient, but we had our own views, and these opinions were bound to be different, like two islands located on opposite sides of the earth.

We had countless arguments. You were blaming me for those inefficiencies I had done for the past times, and even going back to past issues and arguing with me like there's no tomorrow. It became hard for me; I had a really hard time. I was, again, expected of something very high. But I did not think of giving up, being the hard-headed kid I was. You were the one responsible- you inculcated it into my mind, and as years went by, it eventually became my ultimate goal to impress you, to satisfy, or even exceed, your expectations.

I worked even hard. The first stage of the challenge you dared upon me was already nearing its end. I just knew it. And so I gave my best shot. Turns out that the best I could give wasn't the 'best' you expected of me. There was something 'better' than my best. That was how I lost the battle.

I didn't give up. Seeing your disappointment gave me a hint of how much you've been rooting for me for a long long time. You don't even realize how much of a burden it had been to me. It was like I have carried the world upon my shoulders. That feeling was inevitable, or at least I thought it was.

Moving on, I really did not give up. I just can't. There was fear in me because of you. Yet again, I worked hard, but with less effort than before. Slowly, I gopt tired of meeting other people's expectations. It was absolutely tiresome, and it really wasn't easy to begin with. The skills I have practiced with all my blood and sweat were slowly deteriorating, and so the second stage of the challenge became very hard for me to overcome. What will I get from it? I started asking myself. I did not know better then.

Eventually something came up. It was so sudden that everyone was surprised-- no, shocked. Even I was so dumbfounded. My perplexed mind seemed to have stopped working when I came to know that you were gone. You, who served as my arms and legs, ;eft me. I almost died during the first months. Recovery was almost impossible.

But I did not want to disappoint. I pushed further. Now that I have lost one of the most precious things in my life, I need to stand on my own feet and continue. Like they say, starting is half the battle, so I've already gone halfway.

You blame me for the wrongs.Why? Am I not a human too? Am I not allowed for mistakes? Don't blame me for this. You were too insensitive to notice. This will never be the same again as I move on to the next 'rounds' of the battle. It is not that easy but I swear I will try the best I can to prove myself to you and to everyone else. After I finish this battle I just hope you will recognize me as significant. Thank you for everything, anyway! I could have hatred for you but you helped me all the same. Until next time, mom.

Sincerely,
Your daughter

Spell TODAY: S-H-I-T.

2010-09-09T20:13:00.003+08:00

Today's a very big disaster. I was expecting to have a good day basically because that's what I really expect everyday, you know, being optimistic. So yeah. But it turned to be a very big chaos. Um not that BIG but for me it really is. Japanese long exam this morning was a failure, I just hope I'll pass. :/ The listening part was so confusing. In my mind I was killing myself the entire time. I wasn't able to study enough so yeah, I think I won't get the grades I expected. Well I was stupid to expect such grade I'm expecting but you can't blame me. Foreign Language is one of the subjects I can count on to make my GWA higher.

Sorry bestfriend but I have to hate you today. I skipped English class to prepare for Japanese exam. I was on my way to class but I happened to meet my bestfriend along the way. Because we don't talk that much, I shared my happiness of getting a class standing of 2.75 on Math17 (I'm noob in Math so I'm kinda okay with that). Suddenly she said "Oh that's great! I got 2.5, yay!" in an insolent voice so I got annoyed. WTH, and she was even trying to tease me of my class standing. OK FINE YOU'RE SMARTER THAN ME. KTHX. :/

Then after the Japanese exam I went to Gym to buy ticket for UAAP Cheerdance competition. I was hurrying because I have class half an hour later but I suddenly saw a sign on the gate saying "UAAP CHEERDANCE TICKETS SOLD OUT" WTF?! I badly wanted to watch it, I even already have a fixed mindset to watch the competition! T_T

Then, then.. I left my hanky on Jap classroom. And I never got to get it back. So I was like an unstoppable sweat generator with my sweat glands being very active and ~~liters~~ gallons of sweat dripping all over my body. Like, YUCK. EWWW. I went home sweating very much. FML

FML today. T__________T Thanks for taking time to read my rants. I appreciate it.

P.S. Looking at the brighter side, happy anniversary niners! I love you. :)

Be happy! :D

2010-08-29T16:39:00.002+08:00

Today, I am spending my 16th year on earth just like any other day. I changed my mind and decided not to go out because I want to spend it simpler than my past birthdays. Nevertheless I am thankful for those who greeted and will still greet me! I might sound so corny here but seriously you guys rock my fucking life, ever. \m/

And I even told myself once, "How I wish I could be thirteen forever" lol wth. I don't know why but several years ago, I believed that I will already be old when I am already fourteen. Um okay that was illogical but yeah. :)

Happy birthday to us Vincent Alvarado! Hahahaha! XD Advanced happy birthday Marga. ;D

P.S. God I love you! <3

Orosman at Zafira. EFFING COOL ♥

2010-08-21T14:37:00.003+08:00

Just came back from wathing Francisco Batlazar's Orosman and Zafira. Fyeah, it was incredibly great and greatly incredible. Well at least I'm not here to make a critique, but to spazz over those hot children of Boulasem. :)

Orosman is my ultimate crush throughout the play. Hotness overload? Hahahahaha! Abdalap was hot too (imo he has the greatest body among the three), but I didn't notice him until the middle part of the play. The first one I noticed was Aldervesin. XD Her 'leading lady' (Gulnara) is my girl crush. Hahahaha! She looked so pretty, and she's so tall but she looks so young, like, 17 or so. :))

Anyway, fangirling aside, the play, overall, was so fantastic. Well I wasn't able to get a good grasp of it at first because I cannot understand a thing about what that woman-slash-narrator (?) is talking about. Anyway, I managed to get my mind working at the (sort of) middle part up to the ending.

I just can't get over. The story was so awesome and really reminds me of Machiavelli. I have to take down notes now that the play is over (though I wanna watch again T_T) so I can remember the details. Our class has to make a position paper in accordance to Orosman and Zafira.

Now that I have thought of it, I should have watched it on my birthday. It must be a very good birthday gift for me! Too bad. :(

P.S. 4 Minute's Goodbye is really good. Idk why. <3

Eff you lady guard.

2010-08-19T11:57:00.004+08:00

Bakit kaya may mga taong hindi matutong lumugar sa dapat nilang kalagyan? Mga hipokrito. Hindi ako mapanlait pero kung ako ang pipiliin mong awayin, baka hindi ko mapigilan ang sarili kong itapon ka sa dapat mong kalagyan.

I was offered a very good 'opportunity' on using the internet whole day, take note, for free! And being the internet-deprived I am now (yes I consider myself one), of course I accepted the invitation. Unk and I went to his school where he was a Computer teacher. Practically, most of the time he 'owns' the computer room so he invited me over (because he knows I am computer addict).

So, yeah. He left me to go somewhere I really don't know of. :) And then after several minutes of surfing the net, a lady (or is she really a girl?) guard knocked and so I let her/him enter. She asked lots of things like I'm a criminal and she's the interrogator. Like, what the fuck? She's only a guard. I am a relative of a teacher here. Know who you are talking to, shithead. I don't give a damn about you but heck you are one of a kind. You act like you own the school and the computer laboratory? Oh no, you got some nerve dude. Stop talking to me or else you'll be dead meat.

Okay, I'm not yet done venting my anger, but this is enough before she sees this and beat me with her gun. Psh, as if she really does her work here. Sshibal.

Would you believe...

2010-07-01T21:55:00.002+08:00

That I survived a month in college? Hooray for me. Must work harder! This is some sort of srs bznz. ;D

Anyway that's not what this blogpost is for. You know, it's Park Jungsu's birthday! 생일 축하드려요! I love your cute dimples. XD Why be so cute even in 28? :OOOO

This is frustrating.

2010-06-28T23:16:00.002+08:00

So apparently I have been trying to finish a reaction paper, a one-page reaction paper at that. Know what, I still haven't finished it.
Tbh, I've been making this for two days already. I have ideas in mind but I can't put it into paper.

And I still had the urge to blog in spite of this. 30 minutes more and it'll be Tuesday, and I still need to fucking print this piece of @$$#073. fml :'(

When will I be a good and responsible student?

Life's basically a roller coaster.

2010-06-26T20:12:00.002+08:00

College life, hi there. Hi there, too, dear blog. I haven't met you in a while! I kinda missed this. :))

College life is.. Well, I can't say it's boring because it really is NOT. But, there's still something missing. I wanna be closer with my other blockmates. Apparently some of them already have this cliques, so I can't approach some of them that easily because our block is divided into several groups T_T I don't have anything against that, but it just made me hard to talk to the others. Anyway, when our college has activities for blocks, our block is pretty united. So I still like block 2 all the same.

Being in college is making me so HAGGARD. lol, like seriously. When I go home I go straight to bed and then sleep. Sometimes I do homeworks, but then I don't use the computer that much lately. :( And reaction papers.. I need lots of common sense, knowledge about politics/current issues and urge to write to be able to make a very effective reaction paper. D: This is hard, you know. What more if I go to second, third and fourth year? Hananim butakhae /cries

I wanna rant more. I am not updated with KPOP. Holy fudge, I feel like a kid lost in a mall when I read stuff about my fandom. Like what I have said in plurk, if being updated with Kpop were a race, I'd surely be on the last spot. Aish. /facepalm My plurk is already near to rotting as well. What I do every weekdays: open plurk, update, then log out. I miss my plurk/twitter friends sfm.

School, look what you've done to me.

Am I lucky?

2010-06-10T08:19:00.002+08:00

Lately God has been kind to me. On the first day of classes I didn't get lost because I already met a blockmate even before we see the lists of blocks, and she's already familiar to the university (since she was already there since she was in gradeschool). Hence, I didn't have to worry about being lost for the day. Wuhoo.

Yesterday afternoon, I was worrying about those handouts I wasn't able to get because we need it for today's lessons. But luckily I rode in the jeepney my blockmate was also riding in. She had those handouts I was talking about, and she'll give me a copy later. :)

And today! I was supposed to be 15 minutes late for my English class (yeah, my first class starts at 7am :/) But as I was walking through the building, there was a note in the main gate that says all classes on that building will be suspended for the day (there had been a fire last night, sadly). So I went home, and yeah, writing this post. :)

Thank you Lord for being very kind to me. I love you!

/sings Miracle by Super Junior

Happy birthday Yoochun!

2010-06-04T15:48:00.003+08:00

So yeah, I'm wishing you a very happy 24th birthday! Oh, I hope you wished for TVXQ to be alright again today while blowing your cake. I just hope so. :(

Anyway. I won't be spazzing about Junsu for today because he's all yours until 11:59PM! Next day he's mine again. Hehehe I'm kidding! ^^V /getsbrickedbySusufans

I have some birthday wishes for you. :)

- Good ratings for your shows
- Korean comeback! ♥
- for disbandment issues to be cleared T_T

Yeah. Baritone boy, once again happy birthday! I'll help trend you later on twitter. :)
Watching Beautiful Love now! Bye~

School. DNW ;_;

2010-06-01T19:53:00.001+08:00

The title explains it all. Nuuu school is only 7 days away from me. /cries/ I still can't imagine myself going to college! Seems hard.

Anyway i still haven't bought anything, you know, not even gtec. T_T I wonder how my first day will be. Ohwell, i hope i won't get lost inside the campus. It's freaking BIG you need to have a ride just to get from one building to another. Pfft.

But looking on the brighter side, I will have money already! Yay! I'm planning to save money mainly for clothes and my fandom. Hehehe. ;D I just hope my daily allowance won't be 100php only. Gyahahaha!

So, yeah! Goodluck to all of us fellow freshmen. Ü

Today, I am a walking good vibes. lol

2010-05-30T20:51:00.002+08:00

When I woke up today, I don't know but I just had this feeling that I will have a great day. It was a random thought actually. Hehe. And so far I'm still on a good mood. ^^

I went out to buy new headphones! My old headphone's mic is broken. I want to have covers lol. Just became interested. I don't have a good voice though; I just want the world to know that I love singing even though singing doesn't love me. /sadface

It was my first time to go alone on a mall that's unfamiliar to me. Hehehe it was my first time going to SM North ^_^V I didn't get lost tho. I just had to walk on every floor level repeatedly just to see what I am looking for. Gosh I completely don't know where CD-R King is! rofl /fail I wasn't able to find it but I bought headphones in the department store. lol

It was accidental but I also bought new shoes. lol I think it was cute. XD Kinda retro but it's fine. :)

Anyway, I'm super LSS-ed with my blogsong. Em considering it for my next cover teehee x3

I'm bored. ._.

2010-05-28T23:05:00.000+08:00

Seriously. Terribly. Haii. I'm waiting for 11:11 and Mom's using the freaking laptop. Aish.
I'm wishing for something big and helpful for me. God please grant it asap. T_T I'm willing to wait. Thanks.

Yah bestfriend, I lurve you. :)

2010-05-26T23:18:00.003+08:00

For my bestfriend Jaimie Katrina Lorenzo Barrera, (Heck yeah her name sounds so Hispanic, i'm envious XD) happy birthday! Well technically your birthday isn't over yet so I'm greeting you thru this.

I'm so sorry for not coming on your birthday, even if I'm the only one you invited. Hehehe. I already did the tearkerking letter for you! but I'm really sorry I can't go. :( /kneels down for forgiveness

Anyway, I won't include the letter because I might cry and not be able to sleep early. Hehehe. Basta! allabyu! Epal ka, sana bestfriends pa rin tayo kapag college na. Pakyu. Hahahaha! ♥

Your Birthday Meanings! :)

2010-05-22T16:36:00.003+08:00

Yah, I just saw this note on a facebook user named Excelsa Bañares. (lol I'm mentioning it for the credits ok) It's pretty cool. Look for the so-called meanings of your birthdays! Here:

Is your birthday day 1 of the month?
Your Life
You are very curious and dedicative. When you are interested in something,
everything else has to wait. This is your quality. But if you learn to be
more patient and complete what you have started, you will be successful in
life.
Your Love
You believe in love at first sight. You won't wait to learn more about the
person. Vise versa, people who fail to impress you will hardly get a chance
to be your friend. Your emotion is on the extreme. You can only love or
hate, nothing in between and this often shows in your __express! ion. Try not to
end a relationship in a quarrel.
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Is your birthday day 2 of the month?
Your Life
You have great common sense but usually fail to follow through. This might
happens because you are too busy with your mission and shut yourself from
the outside world. You are clever and profound so there's a slight chance
for self-control problem.
Your Love
Your love progress slowly, and quietly. You seem to be contented with your
unrequited love. Your are a romantic and loyal lover.
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Is your birthday day 3 of the month?
Your Life
Although you are innocent and romantic but your ___ex-pression often mislead
others that you are an active, fun loving kid. Because of your double
personality, it's hard for others to really know the real you. You arecareful and patient.
Your Love
Your love is the greatest which often surprises others. No one can bring you
to light when you are in love. Your confidence
might lead you to the track your parents disagree.
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Is your birthday day 4 of the month?
Your Life
You usually think before acting which makes your life quite easy. But you
often are the one who give yourself a hard time by being paranoid. People
might not truly understand you but you are really nice to be around. You are
cheerful , loyal and friendly.
Your Love
Still water runs deep, that's what you are. You always surprise others with
your new character when you are in love. Your love trap often comes
unexpectedly and your love life is full of surprises, but you lead the happiest love life.
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Is your birthday day 5 of the month?
Your Life
Although you are on the quiet side, but you enjoy excitement and changes.
Routine is something you cannot stand. Because of your extreme confidence,
you hardly ask others for opinion. You believe in leading your own life, and
you have got the gift in doing so.
Your Love
Nothing can stop you from making progress in your love life. Once you are in
love, you feel the ownership of your lover. A third party can only makes
your jealousy becomes worse.
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Is your birthday day 6 of the month?
Your Life
You are generous with people in need, sometimes to an extreme that people
find you nosey. Your hidden courage and dedication often surprise others.
Your imagination is extremely unique.
Your Love
Your love life is on the smooth track because it grows from friendship.
Although you may not make a sweet lover but your sincerity bring happiness
to your couple.
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Is your birthday day 7 of the month?
Your Life
You are sensitive to changes around you but your feeling is hardly
expressed. You hate exaggerations. Under your quiet personality, you are
rather stubborn and self-ce! ntered. These qualities are the force behind your
extreme persistence.
Your Love
You have enormous courage to please your lover. Your relationship often
progress quickly.
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Is your birthday day 8 of the month?
Your Life
Yo! u have pleasant and friendly personality. People look u to your wit and
imagination. You are unpredictable and hardly complete what you started,
which sometimes create negative impact to people around you.
Your Love
Falling in love becomes your routine. Most of the time you are lucky. You
fascinate people with good taste but you never have enough with one.
Although your love progresses very fast, it never lasts.
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Is your birthday day 9 of the month?
Your Life
You often have problem in promoting yourself, just because you don't know
how to express your true self. On the other hand, you don't really care what
they think. This is why people misunderstand you until they really get a
chance to learn about your pleasant personality.
Opposite sex find you mysterious and worth searching. Your wit is remarkable
but sometimes you are too fast to follow.
Your Love
You won't revea! l your feeling even after dreaming about the same guy over
and over. Your first love lasts forever. You are responsible to the feeling
of your lover. The chance to betray your lover is none. You have luck with
children.
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Is your birthday day 10 of the month?
Your Life
You are very capable. If you are a woman, you have high chance to be a
renowned workingwoman. If you are a man, your path to fame and honor is
near. As an innovator, you are not a good follower. You are good in
implementing your imagination and share it with
others. You are always well dressed.
Your Love
You often lose your love ones from being too jealous. You always feel like
you own the person you fall in love with and that often blows your
relationship.
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Is your birthday day 11 of the month?
Your Life
You are gracious, elegant and prudent. People admire your qualities and some
even become jealous of you. You are realistic, flexible and adaptable. You
are remarkably kind and moral person.
Your Love
You are willing to sacrifice yourself for the one you love. Your lover will
always have your gentleness, care and loyalty. You will always be happy to
hand around the one you love.
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Is your birthday day 12 of the month?
Your Life
You are friendly, humorous and full of energy. You are open-minded and do
not care for minor details. Your weak point is your hot temper.
Your Love
You are willing to start off in one-sided love affairs because you strongly
believe that you will eventually win his/her heart. On the other hand, once
you are together, you always want to do things your way, which is often the
fire starter. You usually run in a! nd out of love quickly.
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Is your birthday day 13 of the month?
Your Life
You are sincere and easy going. Flattering and charming around are not your
style. You care so much for freedom that often leads you to the difficult
path. Because of your sincerity, most people find you easy to be around
although you are sometimes too str ightforward.

Your Love
Your gentleness, care and sincerity make you an attractive person.
Eventhough you don't intend to be charming, but you naturally are,
especially in the eyes of opposite sex.
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Is your birthday day 14 of the month?
Your Life
You are so confident that sometimes you forget about the people around you.
If you have to be in one of the two teams, you will choose to be in the
winning team. On the! other hand, you are kind and caring but above all, you
care for your own benefits. Your imagination is
unique and often gets implemented shortly after it comes across.
Your Love
You will not get soft with the one you don't really like, no matter how hard
he/she tries. But once you feel for someone you have chosen, there's no
getting back.
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Is your birthday day 15 of the month?
Your Life
You are outgoing and love to be at the center of attention. From the
outside, you may seem flashy, flirty, and tricky but your true self is
strong, full of hope to be the leader. When you
fail to convince someone, you will get frustrated, and perhaps let your
temper shows.
Your Love
You are emotional. Many can win your heart at once, but not for long. This
is why you hardly win a decent relationship.
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Is your birthday day 16 of the month?
Your Life
You always follow the good and the right instead of listening to your heart.
Another word, you are a perfectionist. You care for every word people say
about you. You often seen isolated while you are, by nature, curious and a
dreamer who is ready to get over the edge to make
your dream comes true.
Your Love
You often fall in love with a person who is much different from you, in age
and other aspects. Your relationship grows on friendship. Love at fist sight
is not your style .
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Is your birthday day 17 of the month?
Your Life
You ! neither want to be interfered nor have the desire to mess with others'
life. But you are friendly and occasionally a party animal. You are always
in a circle of friends. You often do things in your own way that
occasionally go beyond the acceptable limit. People may find you childish
and not very attractive in that sense.
Your Love
Your fun-loving character attracts opposite sex. Many of those are great.You
often find yourself trapped among a few great guys while you have to choose
only one.
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Is your birthday day 18 of the month?
Your Life
At first glance, people think you are quiet type of person. Actually you are
cheerful, but conditionally. You will show your joyful character only in
good mood. One the other hand, when you are moody, no one would dare to be
around. Because of your emotion fluctuation and frank character, some find
you hard to be around.
Your Love
You hardly show your feeling towards opposite sex no matter how much you
like him/her. Your partner also has similar character so your love affairs
often take quite a while to flourish. Time tells it all. Your sincerity
makes you very attractive.
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Is your birthday day 19 of the month?
Your Life
You are great in managing everything in your life and this is how you gain
respect from others. Because of this quality, you sometimes feel that you
are better than the rest. Extreme confidence might lead you to the wrong
p! ath. You are a free bird and want to lead your
own life.
Your Love
You love life is rather different from others'. When you are in love,
nothing can stop you. You may often fight with your partner but, soon after
that, you will make up in a way that surprises others.
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Is your birthday day 20 of the month?
Your Life
You are prudent, circumspect and take things seriously. Before you make any
move, you will think of a few alternatives that might take a while. You are
patient, imaginative and target oriented. You value friendship more than
anything else.
Your Love
You usually study your partner carefully before making any move. You never
demand anything beyond the natural quality of that person. Your sincerity
doesn't bring excitement in your love life but it brings deeply grown
relationship.
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Is your birthday day 21 of the month?
Your Life
You are curious and a true follower. You can please someone so much that it
seem like you are trying to charm that person. You hide your disagreement
under your smiling face. This is a charming quality of yours.
Your Love
You are quite unlucky in love. You are loved by someone you don't like while
your dream man is so far away. Your love life is occasionally under
turbulence. Sometimes you don't have the clear view of the guy in your
heart.
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Is your birthday day 22 of the month?
Your Life
You have the boss character, but not a leader. Most people look up to you
for your capability and confidence although they find you quite stubborn.
You should listen more to! others. You are a unique and charming individual.
Your Love
You hardly take the moderate track. You either love or hate someone. Whom
you call friends are the chosen ones. If any of them betray you, you won't
let them get away without having hard time.
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Is your birthday day 23 of the month?
Your Life
You never live your life in the way others want you to. You are an
independent individual who loves challenges and excitement. You are ready to
face with the result of your decision. You are usually the one your friends
count on.
Your Love
Because you love excitements, you occasionally get involved in forbidden
love affairs. You may fall in love with a married person and no one can stop
you from making progress. You are very charming, although you might not
realize it.
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Is your birthday day 24 of the month?
Your Life
You are very optimistic and that's why you always enjoy life. You are gifted
in entertaining others. Your friends love and trust you. You'll be the first
they come to when they are in need of someone to speak their heart out.
Your Love
Sometimes you fall in love! just because you want to be in love, not that you
really like that person. You always be seen as a sweet couple but you can't
really get over your love ones from past. Your partner is usually crazy
about you because you are remarkably charming and
romantic.
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Is your birthday day 25 of the month?
Your Life
You are a warrior. No obstacle can stop you from reaching your goal. You
always keep yourself busy. This quality plus your responsibility will
eventually bring you success.
Your Love
You adore y ur partner as the number one priority. You value your love one
more than yourself. Your love is the greatest of all and your have potential
to get married young.
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Is your birthday day 26 of the month?
Your Life
You are always curious! and responsive to changes. Routine life is not the
way you choose to live. Travelling is your favorite hobby because excitement
is what you are after.
Your Love
You will not stand being around the one you dislike. Your love comes and
goes quickly. You can be deeply in love but soon after you will be looking
around for the next one.
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Is your birthday day 27 of the month?
Your Life
You are sensitive and vulnerable. Tears often run down your cheeks even when
the matter is not that bad. This might be the result from being to
pessimistic. You might seem cold on the shell, but your inner self is a kind
loving person.
Your Love
You will be elegantly dressed, no matter how casually dressed your date may
be. You are emanding in love and sometimes to an unacceptable extend.
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Is your birthday day 28 of the month?
Your Life
You are a capable person but you usually underestimate your own ability.
This is the cause of missing numbers of opportunity to step forward. If you
try to give yourself a chance, you can be successful in life. Try to see
things on the bright side and you will be happier than ever.
Your Love
You are quite unlucky in love. The one in your arm is not the one in your
heart. Your love has so many ups and downs. You often chicken out before
seeing any progress in love.
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Is your birthday day 29 of the month?
Your Life
You can trust your sixth sense. Life is exciting so routine job is not your
interest. You have great ideas and fantastic imagination. You often feel
tired of things a! nd people around you.
Your Love
You can tell what's in the mind of another person just from looking into
his/her eyes. You are paranoid and jealous and these are the cause of fights
between you and your lover.
Sometimes the thing you believe in is just your imagination.
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Is your birthday day 30 of the month?
Your Life
You are always surrounded by a circle of friends. You are friendly and fun
to be with. Though you occasionally disappoint them by being stubborn, but
over all, they love your qualities.
Your Love
You want to have full control of your love and that's not a nice way to
treat your partner. You take your time in saying yes to his wedding proposal
or if you are a man, you will not propose anyone until you are certainly
confident which might take ages.
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Is your birthday day 31 of the month?
Your Life
Your emotion is hard to predict. You can be sad this minute and happy in the
next. People might find it difficult to follow your emotion and understand
you. You tend to take things seriously.
Your Love
You take your time to study a person before falling in love. Once you decide
that he or she is the one, no one can stop you from making progress, even your partner

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Yea it's pretty long post. :)) Mine's cool! ;D See for yourself people. lol

PS: Dream Concert '10. WANT ;-;

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2010-05-17T19:47:00.002+08:00

What a bad Monday to start the week off. I just lost my money for the Bigbang baller I ordered for my friend, and the money for the TVXQ baller I ordered. D;

You see, mom wants to learn to ride the bike. We went to a farther place for better 'training'. I brought my wallet with me because it has the key of our house in it. After two hours I think, we went home. I was riding on the bike with a plastic bag hooked on one of the handles when we passed by the market to buy food for dinner. I stopped to find out that the stuff inside my plastic bag spread all around the street. Bottle of water, the alcohol, the face towel, and the food i bought. D: I picked it all up (except for the food of course) then proceeded to go home.

When I was about to open the lock I realized that my wallet, my fckng wallet, was missing. It has almost 500php there and the key! Yes I'm so lucky. ;[ I went back to the market and looked for the lost key, but to no avail.

Whoever finds the wallet+key+money I kept for a month, FUCKYOU. >:( I hate myself for being so careless. /stabs self

Now how do I pay for the ballers I ordered? Damn this day. Oh well, I'll just be positive and hope that bigger amount of money will come to me before the baller payment ends. T______T I hope i can ~~steal~~ ask for some from Mom. FML very much.

Just because.

2010-05-15T17:15:00.002+08:00

I have viewed my multiply account and I realized that it was already rotting. Anyway I'm kinda feeling awkward because my posts there sounds better than my Blogger posts. I think my English skills are slowly deteriorating. D:

By the way, I just came here to visit my blog. lol I feel like this blog is.. already near to being rotten as well. Hahahahaha! I can't think of anything to blog about. Do I sound repetitive? It's because of the word "blog". Darn. Hahahaha. -_-

PS: SOMEBODY GIMME A LINK OF SUJU'S BONAMANA PERF TODAY! I missed MuCore T_T

Bolkka Malkka. Bonchee Manche. Bogobwado.

2010-05-12T01:00:00.003+08:00

I'm terribly LSS-ed to Bonamana. Hahahaha! The song has been on loop on my phone for already half a day! This song sounds a bit like sorry sorry imo. But this one sounds.. mmm.. cooler? than sorry sorry. Maybe because of the autotune. Me likey, tho. ^^

I freaking love the HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA part. I saw a yt vid saying that that part was Teuk's. Ohgahhhhd so prection. SME I want the MV already! Their comeback would be very awesome I think. But please bring back Kangin Hankyung and Kibum!

Rock on Shupeo Junieo! \m/

Happy Mothers' Day!

2010-05-09T03:11:00.002+08:00

I celebrated Mothers' day yesterday. lol yeah it's an advanced 'celebration' because Mom won't be around today. We went to mall and then ate and fed our eyes with the cool view. ;D I also bought my Best Selection. Hooray! XD I got Changmin's photocard, which is not bad anyway. But I want Junsu's :(

I changed my layout! I just saw it after three seconds of browsing for bloglayies. I just picked it out of the blue because I was already sleepy that time ('twas around 3-4am duh). And I find it cute so nevermind. =))

HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY TO ALL THE MOMS OUT THERE!
I love yaa Mom~ ♥

Overheard at UP. ♥

2010-05-05T22:34:00.002+08:00

I have known this site for like.. a month already? And glad I'm learning new things about my future school. Some overheards are just damn funny lol. Their jokes about the top universities here in the Philippines are funny, well but some are already mean. Hehehe, no offense though.

So I was reading recent posts when I saw this:

"UP may not have all the facilities the rich world could offer, but that is what UP stands for.

To produce the BEST from the LEAST.

UP is not a world of comfort.

Only the tough ones can enter. Much so, only the tougher ones survive inside."

And lol, I got nervous at the last sentence. =))
Wala lang, random post, walang magawa eh.

I wonder.

2010-05-03T21:38:00.002+08:00

I'm thinking about a lot of things lately. And what bothers me is that these thoughts keep on buggling my mind, even when I'm already in bed ready to sleep. :'( I spend one to two hours thinking of the same things. Gahh.

Haii. I just felt like updating my blog. I can't even think of anything to post. Anyway, Nu Abo is already growing on my ears. <333 Teehee Amber, I shupah love you. :)

I swear I'll sleep early tonight. I have to wake up fckng early tomorrow for my enrolment ;< Hassle. XD Advanced goodnight everyone? ;D

PS: I'm still bored.

Hotness overload. ♥

2010-05-02T02:20:00.002+08:00

I just heard now Junsu's Kanashimi no Yukue. Holy cow, why does it have to be so touching? Especially the chorus part. It sounds so heartbreaking and stuff. I should have the lyrics. Really. The chorus is making me sad. Junsu's voice is the shizz I tell you. ~~That's why I love him so fckng much~~ Okay that was random. XD But, srsly, I wanna hear him sing this live, if that's possible! ;(

Oh, and have you guys already seen his album teaser? ;D Here it is:

...

Okay, that was so.. matured-looking and hot. No Junsu you make me perv for you gyahahahahaha! Sorreh. :x I wanna see the full mv! Intoxication hurry please. :) Anyway his english is improving. Hahahaha! ♥

Anyway, see you on Monday (I mean tomorrow hahaha) Best Selection 2010! I swear I'll wake up early to go there, imma make sure I'll be one of the first people to buy. Crazy much? No, just addicted. Kk.

My Bestfriend is Corny.

2010-04-29T16:05:00.003+08:00

It's true. Today's 29, and it's our so-called monthsary today. ROFL yes we make friendship monthsaries seriously. She sent a group message greeting me happy monthsary and all that. Guess what, she wrote something.. touching? at the end of the message. Here it is: (I fixed the way it was written)

We have different beliefs
But we agree with the same idea
We always fight
And she always win
But I never give up
So I end up crying.
She never say sorry
Instead slap me in the face
Then I call her a bitch
And she calls me a bitch too
And we'll both laugh for no reason
And thank God
We're bestfriends.

Awww. Well I was kinda touched but it's corny! Really! I'm mean but I know she knows how I will react. =)) I still love her though. :)

Pee-bee-bee!

2010-04-24T23:14:00.002+08:00

Okay, Patrick Sugui isn't evicted. I'm very happy. Pambato kaya siya ng Mandaluyong! Well who wouldn't be happy anyway? ;D

Tricia was safe. Who expected that? Me. I knew she'd be safe. Wala lang, it was pure hunch. :) Nagmamarakulyo na siguro mga ayaw kay Tricia. lol. Don't worry I don't like her too, but I don't hate her as well. ;D Let's see! She might change for the better.

~~And Dorschner's crush is Vice Ganda. lol~~

OKAY WTF

2010-04-21T17:30:00.000+08:00

UP Diliman is sure making me wait for nothing. On the admission slip they gave me, it said the Preenlistment Period (this is the one when you will be choosing subjects) would be on April 12. When I went to the website last 12th, they updated that the preenlistment would be on the 21st (that's today). And when I visited their website minutes ago, they updated for the nth time, preenlistment will be on the 23rd. SRSLY UPD?!

I'm tired of going online just to check the scheduled registration and preenlistment and everything. Wtf they change their minds ~~like a girl changes her clothes XD~~ so easily! I just hope I won't be too late for the enrolment. -_-;;

Well anyway, that's just a bad news for me. Don't worry I'm still waiting. :/ Change topic. :)

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Earlier while I was at UP, we were waiting for 3:00pm to come (for my triage). Then this mother talked to my mom. They talked about almost everything about my life. Well seems like I can't really trust my mom when it comes to secrets. Hmp. Then the other mom asked Mom what my course is. She said it's Political Science. And then that mom said, "Nako! Sila pa naman pinakamadalas ang mga nagrarally" (Oh no! PolSci students are the most likely ones to be in rallies!) WTF SRSLY?! I don't wanna be in rallies or protests or even worse, in the OBLATION RUNS. I'm laughing to myself now because I srsly can't imagine myself like that, you know, running all naked. Tangina lang please. Hahahaha. Shit putakte talaga. My whole family would surely kill me if I get involved in those sorts.

PS: I needa have some money before 3rd of May! Best Selection will be released here. I want the 2CD+DVD (with a Junsu photocard). /sobs

Family Outing! ♥

2010-04-18T22:55:00.004+08:00

... No, I'm not referring to that Korean variety show. Kekeke. I mean, the whole fam will be having our outing very soon! I'm excited you know! XD

Well, yes. After like 5 years (or more) we'll be together again for summer! Uh, yes we get to be together on summer because of my Gram's bday every May, but this one's different coz' we'll be going outta house. Yeah I find it cool, ANY PROBLEM?! Hahahaha ^^

I'm excited. I have been stuck here inside the house since forever. I just go out to fix my college papers eh. Not for fun. I'm still broke. And I'm still having a big problem on how will I be able to go to the 7G on May 1st. ;-----; Fml, srsly. I need to get a summer job before May 1 or else I'll be dead forever. :'(

Somebody out there who's with a golden heart and would gimme some money for free? XD

PS: Tricia (PBB) is cute. I think I just have to ignore her bad attitude for me not to be annoyed with her. Let's give her a chance pbb fans! ;D

PPS: HAPPY BIRTHDAY GORJESS! /screamslikedolphin XD

A very long post.

2010-04-16T17:31:00.002+08:00

Can I haz the Boys in the City 3?
Because the boys are so adorable ~~and complete~~ there.

That's all. :)

PS: Philippines, please don't make those Kpop groups go here all at the same time. Seriously. I'm broke. :[ I'm happy to see them here but.. it's so fckng hard for me to have money very easily!

Talk to Me in Korean! :D

2010-04-08T15:37:00.003+08:00

Hey, people out there. I know most of you who read this now are fangirls/fanboys of anything or anyone Korean. :) And I'm sure everyone of us wants to learn to speak and understand Krn (well very badly for me).

Yesterday night, well, I mean, this morning (I stayed up late hehe), I stumbled upon a site that offers lessons for learning Korean FOR FREE. The name's Talk To Me In Korean. Yeah, it's free, and they also provide 'workbooks' for you to learn and review the lessons you have taken -- those 'workbooks' are actually PDF files okay. :)

I think this site is cool. Why? Because they also have audio files with speakers, or hosts, on their lesson. The hosts are cool, yeah. Teehee. They give several examples for you to understand the lesson taken up, and all that. I started at Level 1 Lesson 1 this morning and now I'm kinda stuck at Lesson 8, lol. It's because I'm multitasking now! XD

Visit the site if you want to learn Korean for free. I like the site because it's for free, unlike some other sites like Koreanclass101 etc etc. Well, Livemocha is also free, but I can't stand the repetitive "Naneun ______ imnida" and "Naneun ______ hamnida" and all that. Yeah, I find it irritating and disturbing at times. =))

Kay, I'm on lesson 9 now. Fighting!

Finally, I'm home.

2010-04-07T22:27:00.005+08:00

The title.. says it all. :) Because I don't have anything in mind to blog about. Or if I have any, I can't seem to organize it and write in here.

My vacation was lots of fun! Though the days I was there felt very long. I don't know why lol. Yeah, probably because I was kind of bored, but believe me, it's fun there. Province is still province, when we sleep the night's so quiet except for that certain day when the neighborhood had Pabasa for Holy Week. XD And trees are all around. Hay. I wanna go back! I blame myself for going back to Manila so early. :[ We returned so early because of me, because I told them that I should be there when I get my card. T_T

Unfortunately, it turned out that I wasn't able to get my card today (today's card day). I still need lots of requirements to finish. Those requirements weren't finished because I was absent during the last days of school (because I had my vacation very early lol). Oh well, I need to finish all those things this week. I should start focusing on my college papers next week so I won't cram and worry on the last day. XD

Well yeah, fighting! Anyway, it's been a while since I updated, my blog's dying already. -__-;;

PS: Nevermind the first paragraph above lol. I said I had nothing to blog about, and look, there were the following paragraphs. XD
PPS: I just changed blogskin. Because you won't see the blog title on my previous one -_-

♥

2010-03-20T16:33:00.005+08:00

So, today mom and I decided to go to the mall to buy new school shoes for my graduation and heels for mom's graduation in her school (she's not the one to graduate, her students lol). But when I saw odyssey, I convinced my mom not to buy me shoes anymore, and give me the money instead. :)

And I bought TSC album. I love the poster, wth. XD Inside the music store, I saw tons of people holding the Oh! album. Lol I honestly didn't know that it was already released here. I was having second thoughts on buying it, but in the end I bought it. Lol, and I was satisfied because I had a poster + two cards with Sooyoung and Yoona's message at the back. ♥

Yoona and Sooyoung's card, front + back :)

I went to a line to get my posters. Inside the Oh! was Yoona's card. And I was made to choose whose card I want to get for free (aside from yoona's). And of course I chose Sooyoung's. She's very pretty. :))))

Oh! Album poster

TSC poster ♥♥♥

WTH HAPPENED TO THE IMAGES? I SWEAR THOSE WERE PRETTY HQ BEFORE THEY WERE UPLOADED HERE! :[[[

//This day is so much fun. I'm off to my cousins' house. I miss them! Annyeong~

Tag~

2010-03-17T00:26:00.003+08:00

Rules/Directions:

Once you’ve been tagged, you have to write a post with sixteen random things, habits or goals about you. At the end, choose five people to be tagged, listing their names and why you chose them. Don’t forget to leave a comment (“You’re tagged!”), and to read your blog, you can’t tag a person who tagged you. Since you can’t tag me, let me know when you’ve posted your blog, so I can see your weirdness.

Here comes the list:

1. I love blue!

2. I am terribly sleepy but I still don't wanna go to bed!

3. Rachel, TVXQ's Best Selection will be released here? SRSLY?!

4. TSC, wait for me a little longer! I'll make sure next week I'll buy you. ;D

5. Planning to buy that cute 2ne1 shirt. XD

6. The BB pin as well!

7. I go completely random at times.

8. When I'm online on facebook, I go stalk the profiles of other people and then I discover so many things/secrets/whatsoever. XD

9. 8 more random things to list left! =))

10. I kinda dislike the way I look at my graduation picture.

11. Uhm, how do you change your own url in your tumblr? Coz I wanna change mine.

12. Why should it be SIXTEEN random things?

13. I promise to save money in college for several purposes (e.g. for fandom, clothes, food, et al)

14. I will go to Korea//Germany when I grow up! XD

15. Baby we keep the faith eternally! (My blog title lol)

16. http://bluedolphinxiah.blogspot.com (My blog, teehee! Kinda promoting my blog hehehe)

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Done! Tagging: Tiff, Kaii, Leiri, Viv, and Zen. ;]

Can't say Goodbye

2010-03-15T21:20:00.002+08:00

Graduation is near. I can't accept the fact that after a week or two, we won't be meeting that much anymore. It just feels just sad. Anyway, our batch had a graduation song composed by JC and arranged by Abba, or maybe vice versa. :) It's entitled Can't Say Goodbye. Here are the lyrics:

Do you remember the 6th day of June
It's been four years, it'll be over soon
Do you remember the first time we've met
It just seems like yesterday

The clock ticks on and I'm feeling, feeling sad
Reminiscing all the fun tears we had
I want to keep on saying that this will last forever

Chorus:
And/But I can't say goodbye my friends
'Cause I know this is not the end
The sun may set on this day
But the memories will find their way to stay

I thank you for all the memories
A lifetime gift for me
I know it's hard for you to stay but
We really need change because

The clock ticks on and I'm feeling, feeling sad
Reminiscing all the fun tears we had
I want to keep on saying that this will last forever

-Repeat chorus-

Bridge:
After this day, we'll reach for our dreams
We'll travel where everything's unclear
The future is bright, my friend
reach for it, this is not the end

-Interlude-

And I can't say goodbye my friends
'Cause I know this is not the end
The sun may set on this day
But the memories will find their way

I can't say goodbye my friends
'Cause I know this is not the end
The sun may set on this day
But the memories will find their way to stay

--------------------------------------------

The first time I heard it, I wasn't impressed because it sounded so sad, like, it's.. corny. Lol. But I am now learning to appreciate it, because graduation is getting effng nearer and nearer. :[

I'll really miss my batchmates. My friends, classmates, ex-classmates, teachers, batchmates, the utility staff, and the canteen, and the others. In short, I'll miss high school and everything about it. Kudos batch 09-10 for making my high school likfe meaningful and wonderful! :D

See for yourself.

2010-03-04T20:49:00.003+08:00

I am really super mega (lol this is over XD) annoyed with the face of that Hyun Min from D-NA (Dae Guk Nam Ah). I dunno how to spell his name, all I know is that his name sounds/looks like hyunmin or sth. I seriously don't know why I am annoyed with him from the very first time I saw pictures of them.

Anyway it's a new boy group. They have this song called "Admiring Boy" and it really reminds me of TVXQ's Hug. See for yourself:

Admiring Boy

Hug

Well, I am not sure if someone will agree with me, but that's my opinion. Sorry for those who like D-NA, sorry for hating them in my blog, but hey, this is my blog. Read rules before hating me as well, okay. XDD Anyway, like other people say, first impressions are wrong. ;D It might change, but for now, I don't like them. :)

PS: Who are going to U-Kiss' mall shows on 26th-28th? Meet me there! Hahahaha! I'm already saving up. ;)

This is my day! XD

2010-02-26T21:46:00.003+08:00

Uh, hello? Does anyone still remember me? Lmao. Haven't blogged for weeks. I have so many stories to be told but I'm lazy to share! Which reminds me.. just meet me @ plurk!

Anyway, it's Ronalyn's birthday today! Happy happy happy birthday to the infinity! XD I had so much fun at her house. Well, earlier at the CAT mass form, she was told to do pumps [you do it this way: hold your left ear with right hand and vice versa and cross your legs and then squat and stand repeatedly. lol, got it? =))] while the rest are singing the birthday song in English and Filipino SLOWLY. It was fckng hard no.

And as soon as we reached her house we ate! Then played card games. Ya know that game called bluff? I dunno if it's invented by our batchmates, idek. It's fun. :D Then Lucky nine. We decided not to play poker for we are already short of money that time. Ah! One thing more, we finished a half-gallon of ice cream in five minutes. World record! Hahaha!

Okay, I'm already home, and I am so happy that I have no schoolwork to do tonight and for the weekend! FTW! I love this feeling when you do not worry of anything that's school-related and more. Tomorrow we'll look for a gown for the Junior-Senior Promenade this Friday. I hope there would be some w/c would fit me. :D

Back to full-time fangirling! Good evening earthlings! /waves

PS: CONGRATULATIONS TVXQ FOR BEING NUMBER ONE! pic credits to chelpot@plurk

Nan neoman saranghae.

2010-02-03T17:41:00.004+08:00

Fact: I actually cried yesterday night (because of you) with "Star Star Star" by SNSD playing on my phone. Dunno. I regret forcing my friend to tell the truth to me. That truth fckng hurts. I tell everyone it doesn't matter that much. But the truth is, it hurts to the core. What a coincidence, the song is playing again.

I have known you for years already. My liking for you has been.. on and off. You know that? I like him now, then after some time I will like another. And then I'll like him again for some reason. I dunno. That's what I am feeling now.

Sometimes I wish you didn't exist at all. Know why? I always see you everywhere. Literally everywhere. I hate to say this, but everytime I close my eyes I see you. Okay. Not everytime. But most of the time. Especially when I see you then I look away, I still feel like you're only inches away from me.

I just came to think of this now. Yes, just now. It's like I can't get you out of my system that easily. Most probably it'd take a very long time to forget you and your existence. Well, thank you anyway for ignoring me for the past several years, when we parted ways and lived our separate lives. And thank you for making me realize what the truth is. Thank you for making me everyday crazy for you. You don't know and absolutely will not know how much I like you after all those years.

I have liked many people. Seriously, from the extraordinary ones to the nerd ones. But still, there's still a space here that's reserved for only you. My liking for you had never been gone eversince.

Lord, please help me. Just this once. Give me one day when I'll never get to see him, nor hear his voice, nor think of him, nor hear anyone say his name. Please? Maybe that way I can forget that fckng person. Thank you Lord.

난 너만 사랑해.

Hell-slash-fun day.

2010-02-01T18:26:00.003+08:00

Hello February!

It's our first day practicing for our Junior-Senior Promenade on March. That was an effng whole day practice. And I don't think I can make it until the last day (we'll practice for 3 whole days). My feet and lower legs hurt so much. It sucks wearing high heels, really. :) I even exchanged shoes with Queenie (of course with shorter heels) but still it hurts. I was walking so awkwardly all throughout the practice. Jkim, Mariel and others are teasing me. Mga adik kayo. >D

Well my lower legs don't hurt much anymore now, so it's okay. :)) Anyway, in return we will have no classes naman eh. WUHOO! =) It will be almost fine for me, don't worry. XD

Anyway, let's go to some fandom business. Well I am still spazzing over U-Kiss' teaser of their album. Blonde Dongho is really handsome! Vid? Here:

Teeheeeeee~ I like their tattoos lmao XD DONGHO I can't get over you why why why? XD

Earlier, as we were sitting (getting some rest after the practice), I borrowed a fan because I'm sweating (wtf, we're sitting under the scorching sun wtf srsly XD). Then when I looked at the back of the fan there were some krn words written on it. It said, "소녀시대", "소원을 말해봐", "라차타", etc. My mind said, "fangirl! XD" I asked the person whom I borrowed the fan from. "Whose fan is this?" She said, 'It's my partner's." LMAO at that because her partner is (naturally) a boy! It's a fanBOY! XDDDD I was kinda surprised to know that. :) I only know fangirls in our school you know. :)

Well, three days of no classes, FUNNNNNN =)) Minus the tiring practice and the leg pains. :] Well I can endure that anyway. x)

PS: Goodbye for now Beast/B2st. :((( I will miss you! D;

Saying I Love You.

2010-01-29T18:33:00.001+08:00

Today turned out just fine. We had the "Laro ng Lahi" this morning. It's probably the school's 'farewell party' for the Korean teachers. I enjoyed it because we had a nice time with those seonsaengnim-s. :) Miss Hayley (forgot her krn name) is really cute! We took pictures, and played with them. I really had a happy day.

Anyway, I'm back to blogging! XD After almost a week of being inactive here finally I had sufficient time to post. Well, because until now I am still not getting over with Amber's vid singing Heal The World. Wow. She really has a very nice voice. Yes, her singing voice might be even better than her rapping voice. Kyaaa. Video:

Liu bb looked nervous at first, but still! I can't stop bragging about how nice her voice is. x33333 And she is so pretty.

And finally, JKIM! I dunno if this will be a good news for you, but "Oh!" is already growing on me! I'm liking it now. ;D I like the 'brand new sound/ one more round' parts. lol. I'm 99% sure they'll have a second part of the mv. SNSD Bad girl style ♥!

Spazzing hours ahead! Fandom here I come! :D:D:D
NP: Saying I Love You - WG

Random Q&A # 2

2010-01-23T17:38:00.004+08:00

[x] Be 4′1
or
[] Be 7′9?
Would you rather….
[] Live without music
or
[x] Live without TV?
Would you rather….
[] Eat a bar of soap
or
[x] Drink a bottle of dishwashing liquid?
Would you rather….
[x] Be called a racist
or
[] A traitor to your country?
Would you rather….
[x] Lose your legs
or
[] Lose your arms?
Would you rather….
[x] Have a beautiful house and an ugly car
or
[] Have an ugly house and a beautiful car?
Would you rather….
[x] Be blind
or
[] Be deaf?
Would you rather….in a fire…save a..
[x] Sibling
or
[] Stranger?
Would you rather….
[x] Be spanked
or
[] Be put on restriction (on your favorite thing to do)?
Would you rather….
[x] Eat sushi
or
[] Eat liver?
Would you rather….
[x] Live in Antarctica
or
[] Live in Death Valley?
Would you rather….
[] Have 3 eyes
or
[x] Webbed Feet?
Would you rather….
[x] Find true love
or
[] Get $ 1,000,000?
Would you rather….
[x] Always have to say what’s on your mind
or
[] Never speak again?
Would you rather….
[] Be gossiped about
or
[x] Never talked about at all?
Would you rather….
[x] Have stars in your eyes
or
[] Eyes in the back of your head?
Would you rather….
[x] Have X-Ray vision
or
[] Bionic Hearing?
Would you rather….
[x] Be able to hear any conversation
or
[] Take back anything you say?
Would you rather….
[x] End hunger
or
[] End hatred?
Would you rather….
[] Publish your diary
or
[x] Make a movie about your most embarrassing moment?
Would you rather….
[] Get caught singing in the mirror
or
[x] Spy on your crush?
Would you rather….
[] Be a dog named Killer
or
[x] A cat named Fluffy?
Would you rather….
[x] Be stranded on an island with someone you hate
or
[] Be stranded on an island alone?
Would you rather….
[x] Get even
or
[] Get over it?
Would you rather….
[x] Always lose (I'm a risk taker most of the time, it's okay)
or
[] Never play?
Would you rather….
[] Be forced to tell your best friend a lie
or
[x] Tell your parents the truth?
Would you rather….
[x] Know it all
or
[] Have it all?
Would you rather….
[x] Give bad advice
or
[] Get bad advice?
Would you rather….
[x] Have sand in your shorts
or
[] Have water in your ear?
Would you rather….
[x] Forget your sunscreen
or
[] Forget your sunglasses?
Would you rather….
[] Kiss a jellyfish
or
[x] Step on a crab?
Would you rather….
[] Own a ski lodge
or
[x] Own a surf camp?
Would you rather….
[x] Forget who you were
or
[] Forget everyone else and who they were?
Would you rather….
[x] Have one wish granted today
or
[] Have 3 wishes granted in 10 years?
Would you rather….
[] Give up your computer
or
[x] Give up your pet?
Would you rather….
[] Be the sandcastle
or
[x] The wave?
Would you rather….
[x] Write the worst book in history
or
[] Record the worst song in history?
Would you rather….
[] Get free chocolate for 1 year
or
[x] Get free potatoes…..forever?
Would you rather….
[] Have half days everyday
or
[x] No homework…..forever?
Would you rather….
[x] Wear all pink to school
or
[] Wear all purple to school?
Would you rather….
[] Take a math test
or
[x] Do a lab in science?
Would you rather….
[] Have a mansion in the middle of nowhere
or
[x] Share an apartment with 10 friends?
Would you rather….
[x] Bake cookies in cooking class
or
[] Do art projects in art class?
Would you rather….
[] Have a pie-eating contest
or
[x] A wheelbarrow race?
Would you rather….
[x] Have a big group of friends
or
[] One very close friend?
Would you rather….
[x] Be nervous, but excited
or
[] Be relaxed, but bored?
Would you rather….
[x] Wear a school uniform
or
[] Last year’s Halloween costume?
Would you rather….
[x] Spend the day surfing the Internet
or
[] Surf the ocean?
Would you rather….
[x] Be an actor/actress for a big movie
or
[] Be the director of the big movie?
Would you rather….
[x] Have an ugly, loyal dog
or
[] A prize-winning, snobby cat?
Would you rather….
[] Be saved by Superman
or
[x] Meet Winnie the Pooh?
Would you rather….
[] Go to an amusement park
or
[x] Go to a family reunion?
Would you rather….
[] Be rich with an unhappy job
or
[x] Be payed less with a job you like?
Would you rather….
[] Not be able to use your phone
or
[x] Not be able to use your e-mail?
Would you rather….
[] Snowboard in the winter
or
[x] Swim in the summer?
Would you rather….
[x] Pick your own nose
or
[] Pick someone else’s?
Would you rather….
[] Be a tree
or
[x] Live in one?
Would you rather….
[x] Write a mystery
or
[] Write a poem?
Would you rather….
[] Be popular, but mean
or
[x] Be nice, but unpopular?
Would you rather….
[] Eat rubber
or
[x] Eat plastic?
Would you rather….
[] Be shot
or
[x] Shoot someone?
Would you rather….
[x] Be stranded
or
[] Get kidnapped?
Would you rather….
[x] Skip Christmas for a year
or
[] Skip your Birthday for a year?

Myujik Bangkeu. XD

2010-01-22T19:58:00.002+08:00

Today's Music Bank was soooo much awesome. My favorite?

MAZELTOV. Know why? Because they fckng changed the chorus steps to the original ones (the original steps in the mv)! Wth. At about 1:16, (first chorus) I already had the hunch that they will dance the original chorus steps because I saw the leg swing dance! LMAO XD I was like, "Ohmygod that step looks so familiar, it's the original dance step!" And I was right. At the second chorus they did the thrust thing step. At around 1:54, I cursed like hell when Siwan was doing that. O.O Seriously. How old is he anyway? That's why, for now:

Dongjoon - Siwan - Kwanghee

because before it was originally DJ - KW - SW (my top three favorites). Hahaha. I'm so crazy. XD

And, notice at 1:24, Leader Junyoung was like blabbering, I actually didn't understand what he was singing. ROFL was he tired or stressed or something? I repeated that part many times for the lulz coz he sounded like doing some tongue twister. XD This is my favorite performance from them so far. NOTHING BEATS THE ORIGINAL! =)

On the other hand, today's CAT (Citizenship Advancement Training) Mass Form was awesome too. We were grouped according to our sections not by platoons before the Periodical exam~ Twas so much fun I tell you! We were given ten seconds to laugh our hearts out (because before that we were actually supposed to be serious and not laughing at all, but some funny things happened XD), but ten seconds were not enough for letting the laughter all out. I could see shoulders shaking in laughter (I was at the backmost part in the form), and even I was not able to contain my laughter anymore. After the form was the periodical test. LOL, it was pretty hard! =)) It is also the best CAT mass form I have attended. I swear, if only this happens every session, I would attend every single Friday of the year! XD

PS: THANK GOD IT'S FRIDAY!
PPS: MOM, WHERE ART THOU? imalreadyhungry T_T

Random Q&A ;D

2010-01-21T20:55:00.002+08:00

Type the alphabet and stop at the letter of the last person you kissed.
A - for Abbi (this was.. last 2008 lol)

Who sits next to you in english?
Veronica

Who was the last person you talked to before you went to bed last night?
Mom

Where did your last kiss take place?
Room (this was actually a girlkiss for my Monita in Christmas Party.)

Would you consider your parents to be strict?
Yes..?

Have you ever tackled someone to the ground?
No.

Is your last name longer than 6 letters?
It's exactly six letters.

What was the last thing you wore that was black?
Earlier at school. (black shoes lol)

Do you say the F word a lot?
Yes, in the online world ONLY.

Have you kissed anyone with the name starting with a J?
Not YET. ROFL KIDDING

What happened a year ago in this month?
Class III-Dalton's Outing at Antipolo (Loreland)

What’s the last thing that went into your mouth?
Oranges

When was the last time you laughed really hard that you cried? And why?
Can't really remember.

Do you have a mirror in your room?
Yesh.

How about a tv?
Nah.

Would you hug the last person you hugged again?
Yesh.

Can you be your complete self around the person you like?
Not if for the first time.

Do you have alcohol in your house?
Yes.

Did you like anyone last summer?
Yes.

The last person to be under covers with you?
Mom (I'm kind of a Mama's girl XD)

Do you think you can last in a relationship for 3 months?
... And longer! (I still haven't had a bf though.)

If someone told you that you were a player, what would you say back?
At sumainyo rin. (And also with you.)

How old will you be in 5 years?
Twenty

What happened at 10:00 am today?
I was taking the exam.

Is any part of your body sore?
No.

Where is the one boy/girl you want to see the most right now?
His house, prolly.

Last night you felt?
.. Dunno? Because I was asleep from about 4PM until 4AM this day.

Are you taller than 5’5”?
No. (I wish I am)

Do you wish someone was with you right now?
Yes. My cousin. T^T

Stayed single almost the whole year?
I am single since birth.

If you were 12 and you could see yourself now, would you be disappointed?
No.

Told your parents you were going somewhere but went somewhere else?
Definitely.

Favorite quote?
"OH MY GOD, SUN!" ♥

First place you went this morning?
Bathroom

What if the last person you texted told you they had feelings for you?
What kind of feelings?

What are you drinking?
Blood. Er. Water.

Do you have clothes that are not yours?
Yes. Those were my auntie's, but she gave it to me.

You see your ex and he/she tells you he/she misses you & you say?
Haven't had an ex before, in the first place.

Who is the first person you would call if you needed help?
Mom

Is sex the most important thing in a relationship?
Of course! NOT.

If someone cheated on you, would you take them back if you really loved them?
Eh... Not sure?

Got in any fights this year, 2010?
Silent fight, if that counts. ;)

Have you ever liked someone who treated you super shitty?
Yes. And I hate myself for liking him. =)

Did you wake up to someone attractive recently?
/thinking if Mom is attractive

Have you ever been bitten by a dog?
No.

What is the worst possible way to die?
Jumping on a thousand working chainsaws~

How many times have you kissed the last person you kissed?
Only once.

What do you look like right now?
/looks at the mirror YOU GUYS BETTER GUESS

Cried recently?
No.

Do you like sushi?
Yes of course!

Do you find it weird that some people brush their teeth in the shower?
No. But I do.

Describe how you’re feeling today:
Mostly happy.

Why do you think that is?
I had a very long time to just stare at him secretly, of course. (But I think he knows it anyway.)

CREDITS TO: cat_ground @ plurk

Survivor!

2010-01-19T21:37:00.004+08:00

1. Put your music on shuffle.
2. For each question, press gthe next button to get the answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE DOWN THE SONG NAME NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!
4. Tag 10 friends who might enjoy doing the memo as well as the person you get the memo from.

LET'S START!

IF SOMEONE SAYS “IS THIS OKAY” YOU SAY?
- Oasis - Beast

WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
- You and I - Park Bom

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
- A Friend's Confession - 2AM

WHAT’S YOUR MOTTO?
- Fire - 2NE1

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE’S PURPOSE?
- Still - Lee Hongki
WTF it's always nonsense. XD

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
- Oh Yeah - MBLAQ

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
- f(x) - Chocolate Love

WHAT IS 2+2?
- Bing Bing Bing - FT Island

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
- Haru haru - Bigbang

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
- Take It - Wondergirls

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
- Ring Ding Dong
ROFLMAO

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO DO WHEN YOU GROW UP?
- Mazeltov - ZE:A

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY ON YOUR FUNERAL?
- Super Girl - Super Junior M

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
- Love Letter - FT Island

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
- Hard But Easy - f(Luna&&Krystal)

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY INTEREST?
- Stand by Me - SHINee

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
- Falling from Before - Oh Won Bin && Miss $

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
- Chu - f(x)

WHAT’S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
- Promise - Lee Hongki ft. Jung Yong Hwa

WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
- Still - A.

WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
- Mystery - Beast

WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
- Bad Girl - Beast (kinda relevant lol but i'm not regretting being a bad girl)

HOW WILL YOU DIE?
- Lollipop - 2NE1 (by eating lollipop? wtf)

WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
- Ready Go! - FT Island (hahaha cool)

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
- Please Don't Go - CL && Minzy

DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
- Proud - DBSK

WHAT SCARES YOU MORE?
- Sign - Brown Eyed Girls

IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
- What Should I Do? - Jang Geun Suk

WHAT WOULD YOU SAY, WHEN YOU MEET YOUR BOSS?
- My Heaven - BigBang (lol funny)

WHAT WOULD THE LOVE OF YOUR LIFE SAY TO YOU?
- Let Me Hear Your Voice - BigBang (yay kinda sweet)

WHAT WOULD YOU DAY TO YOUR WORST ENEMY-TURN-FRIEND?
- Why did I Fall in Love with You? - DBSK (WTF WIN XD)

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
- Survivor - TVXQ

tagging: Zen, Margarette, Nixiah, Chunyu, ChulKey
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Am I the one who got the least relevant answers?

HELL DAY #2.

2010-01-19T18:03:00.006+08:00

Yes.
It's the second day of our Hell Week. Yesterday's the first one because of submitting so many requirements. :[[

We had our first day of the Periodical Exams. I found English and ADVANCED CHEMISTRY hard. Especially Chem. Lol. I only studied about those molecular structures thingo and some others, but what's on the test was mostly all about pH and pOH's. /sniff XD

Schedule for tomorrow's test: (not in order) Calculus, MAPEH, Economics. I'll only review on Mapeh and Eco since I don't have any notes in Calc. Help me classmates, teach me please. T^T

Hey, anyway, did somebody already see f(x)'s pictures in Africa? The photos were so awesome, and the girls are absolutely beautiful~ Amber in long skirts and bare shoulders is so much <333!

Okay, I am going now. Annyeong chingudeul~ :D

It's my day after all.

2010-01-18T23:22:00.003+08:00

My mom really loves to fool me. What the heck. All day I was kinda worrying about the test results in UP (it's a university here in the phils). Yes, I worried only a bit because I wasn't expecting to pass there. Ya know? I think someone like me can't actually pass in those kinds of universities. Hahaha.

Anyway, yeah, it was still late noon when I texted mom (she's at work) to go home to check if I passed. And she did. But that time the results were not yet up. LOL. Then when it was already almost dismissal time (about 4-5PM), my seatmate and I suddenly heard screams from the other section. Well, we found out that they have already saw the test results. Most of them passed. Gahhd, nobody knew how envious I was when I hear them say, "I passed". Sht, I decided to go home early to see the results myself. lmao.

Then I was on my way home when I received a text message from mom. It says (already translated in english), "Dude** you didn't pass the exam. You are still on the waiting list." Fck I didn't expect a lot but I was like :((((( inside the tricycle. LMAO. Then as soon as I opened the door, my mom told me again that I didn't pass. My face went like :( again. XD Then she told me, "Come here, look for yourself." WHAT THE FCK. Seriously, what the fck. She was fooling me all along! I ACTUALLY PASSED HOMAIGOSH~ And I actually passed at Diliman! Actually I don't like their other branches (if that's what you call it) except for Diliman. Wala lang. I just had this feeling that it is the best to study in Diliman. Hehehe. **NOTE: Mom is fond of calling me dude. That's what I call her, and vice versa. :)

So, fuckyeah, I passed. POLITICAL SCIENCE BEYBEEEEE~ Sht I know it's gonna be hard but I'll try to prove my worth to my mom when I go to university. I felt very happy all night, and got excited to graduate already, since I passed two examinations that I took (UST, UP). /insert yahoo plurk emoticon

*End of the post. Periodical Exams tomorrow! Wish me luck! ^^

Fly high.

2010-01-17T20:48:00.001+08:00

I changed my layout. Hahaha. I was bored with my previous layout. :) Anyway, I'm already done with the project! /wipes sweat :D Now I should do notes or else I won't have anything to review for the Periodical Test.

I have a question, I just remembered! How do you put that nuffnang link thingy to your blog? I made one but I dunno how you can see that. Nuffnang people help! D:

Happy Birthday Kim Youngwoon! Youngwoonhi! Hahaha lol. XD

Ay. Number 2 question: Whose part is the start of the chorus in Tired of Waiting? At first I thought it was Leadja's part because it sounds like him. Seriously.

RIP blog.

2010-01-17T18:38:00.002+08:00

Keke. I haven't blogged since the start of 2010! Pretty much things have been preventing me from blogging. Apparently I became addicted in watching certain dramas. And I also became kinda busy with school. You know, I have to make notes in ALMOST every notebook I have. I still have two more notebooks to finish, but I still don't know when those will be passed. Anyway, I'm back to blogging now. :D

I missed this! Honestly speaking, I had some free time every now and then to blog, but I get lazy. Hahaha. I wonder if my friends still have my blog links on their 'Links' blog section. XD Sorry for being inactive. ;D

So, I just signed up for a paypal account and a nuffnang account. Thanks for fallenbeing (archerbea @ plurk) for reminding me to make these. I have to earn money now because I'm seriously broke. XD And I wanna buy so many Kpop stuff, what the heck. I am saving money but it's not enough, eh.

Anyway, I still have to do our Research project! Damnet, I should be busy but I am actually procrastinating! Gahhd. Sorry Mom, I'm always bound to be lazy everytime. /hugs

Gotta go! I'll be bloghopping as soon as I finish doing this project. Annyeong~

Have a happy new year, everyone. :)

2009-12-31T22:40:00.002+08:00

Well, today is just.. awesome. I feel good all throughout the day. XD It's New Year's eve! Wuhoo! And Mom went to the supermarket three times. Freaking three times! Lol, I dunno. She bought so many food and things, like, pillows, shoe rack, and more. She's weird. lol.

KYAA! I watched SBS Drama Awards! Hahahahahahaha! :D I watched because Jang Geun Seuk was one of the hosts. *evilsmirk* I also watched A.N.Jell's performance! It was so jjang! I love it, hahaha! They performed As Ever (it's the title, I think?), the one with the JGS-PSH duet. ;D It's so good! But I wanna see Yonghwa sing. Hayy. *insert heartbeat emoticon*

I won't have my New Year's Resolutions. LOL. Seriously. I can change any time of the year no. Why would I have one, if I will just break those resolutions eventually? No need for that. ;) But, I swear to myself I'll save more money so I can buy Kpop stuff very often. :D Speaking of Kpop stuff, I would like to extend my sincerest and greatest THANKS to Fiffy Kim (Kim Jaeyeon) for the very big favor! I look up to you, Santa Fiffy! XD

Hai. I should go now. My mom is already drunk. Sht, I'm becoming nervous. She's noisy. God, save me.

Minami Shineyo.

2009-12-28T21:12:00.003+08:00

I actually opened my blogger because I was going to blog about something. Guess what? I forgot what it was. Great. -_-

Anyway, I'm just going to talk about You're Beautiful. Yeah. I'm currently into the drama. I can't choose who among the three A.N.Jell's should I pick for Minam. Haha. But.. Taekyung has plus points from me since he's my first Korean crush. ;DDD And, I don't know if it's only me, but I really think that Geun Seuk looks like Hyun Joong in the drama, and Yong Hwa looks like.. Jonghyun. Forgive me, but that's my opinion. Forgive my eyes, I'm no '20-20 vision'-er. XD Hmm, UEE is a bitch (hey, in a good way!) in YB, and I like it. :) Many people on yt are commenting about her being a bitch or something bad, but I must say she's an effective actress because she affects many people's emotions. ;]

And, I'm excited for tomorrow's Gayo Daejun! WTF I am so fckng excited. Bwahaha. Not only because of the Kpop artistes, but also because of A.N.Jell performing together AGAIN! This is gonna be a very cool year-end special, right? Well, if A.N.Jell is a REAL KPOP GROUP (Oh I hope so), I would be a very BIG fan of them! And it's a super good thing that the cast are real performers, I mean, Shinwoo in real life is a band member, as well as Jeremy, and so on and so forth. And I didn't know that JGS and PSH are real singers! *impressed*

This is quite long of a post. I think I should go now. Aish, I've been busy watching YB that I left my fandom behind! I swear I'll go back to those after I finish watching this. XD

Happy Holidays!

2009-12-25T00:58:00.003+08:00

So, Merry Christmas everyone! I had a blast with our Noche Buena earlier! Thought some members of the family went emotional and serious at first, at least the problem is now solved! I don't know what the problem is, actually. Hahaha. XD

Every member of our family arrived even before the Christmas Day! Truthfully speaking, this is the very first time we have gathered together even before 25th, because normally, family members come to the ancestral house at exactly 25th. I don't know why, I feel a little bit weird. But oh well, this Christmas eve is the best I had! I never expected this to be so fun. I had fun playing around with my cousins, hahaha. I played also with the kids! And when I say kids, they are 3-5 years old! Hahaha, imagine me playing with them. >_<

I think some of them will not sleep tonight. I wanted to spend the night awake too, but I don't think I can, because now my eyes are already itching to close and sleep. :) But I won't, I'm still waiting for Mom to arrive since she went somewhere to attend a midnight party. Lol.

Anyway, Happy birthday Jesus! I love You! And though 2009 hasn't been that good of a year to me, well I still thank everyone who chatted, talked, fangirled, spazzed, danced, sang, etcetcetc. with me out there. I love you all! I think I should be watching You're Beautiful now, to kill the sleepiness. :) Have a pleasant day yeoreobun! :D

PS: Belated Happy birthday Junhyung and Happy birthday Carla! ;D

Michyeo michyeo bad girl.

2009-12-22T20:27:00.002+08:00

Tomorrow officially marks my first year anniversary as a fangirl! Hooray for me! XD I am already loving Kim Junsu for a year tomorrow. <33 I so love the number 23. Actually it's a mix of Junsu's favorite number (2) and my favorite (3). Lol, I am crazy. ;D

Anyway, I am currently watching Beast's MTV Documentary, and it's awesome! Yoseob is so adorkable! Well, the other members are, but he is the dorkiest among them. Need proof? Watch this:

Starts at 7:55. When the man announced that their group won, I was startled that he freaked out. LMAO.

I'm still on the 3rd episode. Gahhhd. I watch, then stop. Then watch and stop again. Too many distractions. XD I think I should finish this tonight. Then I will start watching You're Beautiful. Yeah, I know, I'm too late. XD

Anyway, ask me anything here. You can make yourself anonymous, don't worry. ;D

I know you wanna read this. ;D

2009-12-20T22:02:00.004+08:00

I love it when Yoseob wears a suit and dances Mystery with his almost-all-the-time serious face. Kyaaaaaaa~ And I also love After School's new song, Because of You. <3

Anyway, I'm back! Everything's settled now. :) Crappy net connection from the days before is gone. Hooray for me! XD As a result of my I-dunno-how-long hiatus, I am not updated about mubank, mucore and inki. Gimme vids please. D; Or much better, I'll just check those videos out on OMNTD. Huling-huli na ako sa balita! Bwahahahaha!

Goodnight, I'm off to slumber. :)

PS: My Kpop fandom anniversary is drawing near! Yahoo! Greet me on December 23 people, okay?

For the only man in my heart. <333

2009-12-14T21:58:00.002+08:00

Advanced happy birthday Kim Junsu. :) Luckily I got my laptop just in time to greet you this early! I love you! :D Happy 23rd birthday lurve! I might not be online until exactly twelve to greet you so.. I'm already greeting you in advance! Happy birthday~

Everybody celebrate with me!

Hiatus? I wonder..

2009-12-12T13:49:00.001+08:00

Just to update my blog. Hahaha. I've been kinda busy lately, and I can't use the computer very much often. So.. I'm thinking of having a hiatus. But no, I won't have one. Hehehe. Hard-headed. XD Ciao!

Eotteoke?

2009-12-05T18:38:00.005+08:00

Things are just so confusing right now. My brain acts like it wants to be shattered into pieces right at this very moment. It really hurts! This is the first time I had a headache from thinking too much. Yeah, I thought that was clearly untrue. Now it's already proven.

Going back to the main topic, I AM really confused. Some things are meant to be this and that way, but those just don't seem okay for me. Something's bugging my clouded mind, and the thought of thinking of that thought makes me become more perturbed. Got it? Well I myself went confused as well.

God, You know I really wanted to say my problem to some friends or relatives, but.. as much as I want to say it, a part of my mind tells me not to. And I'm gonna obey it. Some people are involved in my problem, and I don't want to think about it anymore. But, it's really hard to keep the feelings, the thoughts inside without anyone (but me) knowing it.

Please help me. Even though you don't know my problem, can't you just help me ease the painful and perplexing feelings I have inside? Thank you. I just had the urge to ask help or comfort from you. Oh Lord, I am tearing up now.

Oh, by the way, happy birthday dear Yul.

I is back :D

2009-12-02T21:37:00.003+08:00

Okay, after that semi-hiatus, I'm finally back. XD But I'm lazy to post anything. I just wanna say..

Manmanhani is still stuck in my mind.
Fck yeah, Dongho. <3333

Naega geuroke reohke manmanhani~ (deymmmmm XD)

Okay, gnight.

Cafe World.

2009-11-16T20:39:00.002+08:00

The title is OT.

I have a new blogskin! Bwahahaha! I edited the icons, I had a kinda hard time editing in photoshop because I barely know something about it. I made macro-like icons. Lmao, fail. But Su's facial expression are win! Hahaha! Labbet. I felt like changing my blogskin to a simpler one because I felt like doing it.

Anyway, this blog is already rotting. I was away for several days, because I had nothing to blog about. Fangirling has been occupying most of my time. XD And sleeping as well. My hobby is now my habit. Lol.

Kthxbai *goes away*

Before Sleeping...

2009-11-11T16:05:00.003+08:00

I think I should post here before sleeping. Gahhd, I badly need a siesta right now! My eyelids are already halfway closed earlier. But since I don't wanna sleep yet, I decided to visit this first. Blog's been dead for days yeah? It's because I dunno what to blog.

Today's the second day of our exam! Bleh, it's super hard. Especially to someone like me who likes netsurfing more than studying. Slacker much eh. I know. Tomorrow's test: Advanced Physics, Computer, and Elective. I have Journalism as my elective. BWAHAHAHAHA, I don't think I will review much today. I'm lazy, plus I still need to finish other ~~crap~~ projects and requirements. :))

Anyway, I'm excited for Saturday! Actually nothing's special on that day but I dunno. I just want Saturday to come fast. I'm loving weekends now that it's the hell week for me and my fellow schoolmates. XD I'm all free! =)) Mom's away for three weeks or so. She attended a seminar somewhere in Laguna. Woohoo, fangirling time will be increased. Bwahahaha. >:D

Hmm. Before going away from here, I wanna tell you that I so love Blue Tomorrow's MV!

Gosh, Hankyung criedddddd~ I love it. And Henry is cute as usual. ;D

I have also known of the other songs of f(x). Step By Me is LOVE. Amber's already having her singing parts in their songs! I'm really loving it. :]

And the last vid I watched was Heartbeat's MV by 1:59PM. Ouch, I won't call them 2PM until Leadja comes back. Moving on, the MV was awesome! I really love Junsu's chest popping. Gahhd, the steps are very cool! And Wooyoung~

So yeah, I'm done spazzing. Bwahahaha. Time to sleep. I'm off to slumber, bye!

PS: HAPPY PEPERO DAY!!!!!

All mixed up.

2009-11-06T22:34:00.004+08:00

Before you read the blog post, be reminded that the entries are kinda random. I just want to blog all of the things I want to blog now, since I think that I'll have no time to blog those other things next time. XD

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Today's our post-Halloween celebration. We wore costumes! Hahahaha. :)) The pictures are to be uploaded by them maybe some other time. ;D We danced and partied all the time we're there. Actually the Halloween party was supposed to be last Friday, but because of the suspension of classes due to typhoon, it was cancelled, and we were told that it will be pushed through the next Friday. We really kept our fingers crossed that it won't rain or whatsoever.. Luckily it didn't. The party was full of students in Halloween costumes, though several are wearing only casual clothes. Aw. Just the same, the party was a blast!

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When I got home I first opened my plurk and heck, I saw the Music Video of CHU~♥! I so love it. I love how Sulli dresses in the mv. And I'm right, Amber sang. Gahhd, spazzing mode again. Hahahahaha! Okay, Chu will now be included in my list. List for what? A list for memorizing lyrics. Hehehe. XD There are so many 'waiting' on my list -- Koe Wo Kikasete, Ring Ding Dong, Sign, I Want You Back, and Chu. Goodluck to me! Lol.

The dance steps are hard to memorize, my golly! DX They should perform this in MBC/KBS/SBS very very QUICK. :)

And, Yesung performed with SHINee! I like his voice so much, but I like Ring Ding Dong with Jjong better. :'( Come back and get well very very very soon, Jonghyun! :D

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I am very very very very very so much so much so much tired now. I must go to sleep, but before that, lemme share you this AWESOME gif I found while doing my moderator work in Amberlicious:

EPIC WIN \m/ Love it! KryBer <3

Okay, going to bed now. *waves*

PS: Happy anniversary Super Junior! I love you! :D:D

Time changes people.

2009-11-03T20:10:00.003+08:00

It's already November. December is fast approaching. I can already feel Christmas season's presence in the air. Nights get colder. I can now hear Christmas songs. After some time children caroling will be seen in the night streets. Ahh, how wonderful it is to feel it in the air!

Days are passing by so fast. So rapid it almost made me forget about the future. Heck, it's already November and I feel like it's only the start of school. Sometimes my friends and I wonder why time flies so fast recently. We can't even accept the fact that soon everyone of us will graduate from High School and then we'll part ways by then. Yes, now the fact that high school days are the best is absolutely, definitely and utterly true. It's sinking in to my thoughts. Like finally. Now, while writing, rather typing this, I suddenly missed [no, I always miss XD] Third year. I actually don't wanna compare this with that and that with this, but I must say that it is [take note, IS, not was] my best year in high school. Well the class was so awesome. Unity's prevailing not only inside but also outside the classroom. I really miss those days when I sneak out at class, when I do my school works a few minutes ahead of deadline.. And more.

Dalton, I love you. I'll miss you! Well, I also love the other sections I have been in. So much memories have been stored in my mind for four freaking years! And as much as I want those memories to be repeated like dejavu, I know it's very close to impossible now. Many things have changed. Even I have changed. Ah, time really changes people, be it you, be it me, be it everyone of us. Sometimes I wanna get back to the days when I was still innocent and when I still have nothing to worry about but school. Those days when I know nothing but God, my family, and my friends. Before I don't have to worry about things such as the thing they called love, and so much others to mention. [lol this sentence is kinda random]

I wish I can have the remote control that can turn back time, like that in the movie Click. I wonder..

PS: CLICK THIS PLEASE. Lol I just find this photo very much cool. Logic gates! Hahaha, creative people. :D

Half-dumfounded.

2009-11-02T18:02:00.003+08:00

So, I just woke up and I first opened allkpop. Well that was pretty unusual because I don't open allkpop that much. Maybe it's an instinct for something, I don't know. And then this made my world stop for a while. A fckery. I.. really don't know what to say right now. SMEnt, I hate you to boot. I really don't know what to say right now about you. Ang kapal ng mukha mo, hayup ka! I proceeded to the related articles and then I found this and this. I'm helpless. This case is hopeless. But still, I'm always keeping my faith to you boys. I'm not gonna believe all of those articles until you have your side about it.

Actually I overlooked the article about f(x) having the second version of Chocolate Love because.. well I'd read an article about tvxq first than f(x), lol. XD Anyway here is the vid:

That's all. :[[[[

First for the Eleventh.

2009-11-01T20:02:00.004+08:00

So, it's the first day of November and this is my first post for the month. Hahaha, nothing special though. Relatives have came to the house to visit Gram's grave and light candles. I spent a third of my day playing around and chatting with my cousins and the other two thirds of it lurking around outdoors. My cousins and I bought some food and it was really fun being with them.

The house earlier was so noisy! Gahhd my younger cousins [all of them who are in the hosue were girls, because the boys were outside] were constantly shouting, "Mommy!" "I want this, I want that!" "Mommy, look at her oh!" Gahhd I almost became deaf from their tantrums, shoutings and all that. But afterwards I laughed at myself realizing that maybe I was like that when I was young too. Bottomline: I miss the old days. I miss my old self.

I was alone for some time yesterday, and I got to think about myself. I compared the old from the new me. And I realized something. Since my grandmother died, my life literally had no direction at all. I'm slacking, leaving school behind. I don't do 99% of my assignments at home. Smetimes I skip school for no reason. Worst of all, I don't mind at all if I fail quizzes and recitations and all that. I'm a worse procrastinator than before. It's like.. When Gram died, everything went different for me. She took a half of my life with her when she passed away. No one wakes me up in the morning [to be early for school], no one prepares my breakfast anymore... And many more to mention. :(( I'm actually teary-eyed right now. Hahaha emo. But I'm serious. :)

The same went for my cousins, I think. Before LP [my cousin] was an angel. Now she's a devil. LOL I'm exaggerating, but now she always shout to her maid. And take note she's only four years old!

Enough for the emo-ness. I don't want to ruin my night okay! Hahahaha lmao. lmao. lmao, rofl rofl rofl.. rofl! LAUGH ALL NIGHT! XDDDDD

PS: Happy birthday Danielle Rivera! Parteeeeyyyy!! XD

Happy Halloween!

2009-10-31T22:43:00.003+08:00

It's a day before All Saints' Day and the other side of the road in our place is already closed to make way for the booths and stalls selling everything. It's like.. A tradition here. I dunno why they close it every halloween season but for sure it means only one thing for me: vacation. Lol, but we don't have our semester break anymore. :[ Anyway, our halloween party was suspended. Crap. The student government told us that they'll try to push it through the sixth of november. Hahahaha, I know I know! I don't know if it can still be called a halloween party since it'll be sooo over by that time. XD

Nothing special happened today. Mom and I just went to my cousin's house, but because all of the people there were sleeping, we went somewhere else instead. I bought a bag and went somewhere to have my name stitched on it. Look:

I didn't like the color of the bag, it's pink, but my mom did. She even told me that she'll borrow it soon because it's pink. Lmao my mom is a pink lover. I am a blue lover. Eekk.

Moving on, I have a new layout AGAIN! Bwahahahaha! I always get tired of my previous layouts. I always want something new to my eyes. This blogskin took me hours to edit it, in fairness. Hahahaha! I like vectors, but I can't do it in photoshop. My photoshop is always pms-ing on me. =)) Plus I know a little in editing images. I hate it. How I wish I can get better in PS and make my own layouts. ;D

I wanna go out now! It's already past 11 in the evening, but as I have said earlier, well, the streets here are still alive at this time of the day. My mom went out earlier because she said it's boring here inside the house. Hahaha, well I feel the same. Goodnight everyone!

PS: Happy birthday Angelica, Abe and Jeremy!
PS2: This post is a miracle because it didn't have any fangirl-related stuff in it. Bwahahaha, first time.

20 minutes.

2009-10-30T01:20:00.002+08:00

It's exactly 1:00 AM in my clock while I'm typing this. I haven't gotten a bit of sleep yet. I haven't done anything productive today, I mean, yesterday. I admit it, I'm slacking at school. But sometimes doing it is fun, I know my limitations don't you worry. So apparently I was away from the internet world for almost two days. And within those two mere days I was outdated. I was left behind. Left behind by the news I was supposed to know quickly. Been a while since I stalked those kpop groups I have been addicted to. And I'm not going to backread now all of those news I haven't read yet. I just receive kpop infos from my friends at school, they just tell me those new scoops and rumors and all that, of course all about kpop. :(( Kill me now, kill me. :)

It's our halloween party tomorrow night [I mean, tonight because it's already another day]! Gahhd I'm excited. We already have our costumes. I'll be a witch for the night. Yay. =)) I don't know what I will look like yet, but for sure I'll have fun! We were planning to skip school today but because of a certain something, the plan was all down the drain. :[[[ Wrong timing. Wrong timing. But I bet she's witty. LOL, maybe she meant to schedule that today for us not to skip school. I look up to your intelligence, seriously. ^^V Anyway, moving on, classes will be cut at [idunnowhattime] and then we'll go to Angelica's house for the preparation. :)

I think something wrong is happening to me now. Don't mind the wrong grammar in this post okay, it's because I'm already sleepy. I won't edit this post anymore, suffer from all those wrong grammar-ed sentences, I don't mind. Kekekeke, goodnight and toodles everyone!

PS: No one's replying to my plurks except me, seriously. And I hate it. Are you all busy? :'((((((

PS2: I miss bloghopping and being active in front of the computer. =))

No Title. XD

2009-10-24T19:40:00.005+08:00

It's been quite a while since I have posted here. I AGAIN changed my blogskin because of the effing layout I had before. When I looked at my blog I was bombarded with tons of pictures like this:

I had my eyes bulged out of my face [well that's exaggerated, kidding] when I saw those. Crap, I hate photobucket when it shows pictures like that. I seriously hate it. Good thing I stumbled upon a nice site which provides free layouts, I was able to change my layout easily. Credits to quirky bird for the layout! I haven't edited it much so the tagboard and the links section are not yet fixed. Wait for those, it'll be okay again soon! ;D

I'm currently watching Pride and Prejudice for the nth time. I watched this again because I had the interest to do so since we watched this movie in school. I really love English time when we watch movies. :)) I already watched this a few years ago but I already forgot the movie plot. I am no stranger to memory gap. x[ So yeah, I really like P&P. I love Elizabeth - Darcy pairing. Macfadyen doesn't look so much stunning but oh well. I like him. :D But, for God's sake, their accent isn't much understandable to my ears. It's British I reckon, and I have to watch the movie with the speakers an inch away from me to be able to understand the flow of the story. Nevertheless, it's awesome, the movie. Kudos to Jane Austen for the wonderful storyline.

I'm still on semi-hiatus, though I always open plurk. Tsktsk. I really can't leave plurk. LOL. And one thing more, I miss f(x) so fckng much. I haven't watched their recent videos, seen their latest photos, and stalked their fansites and fanforums, especially aff(x)tion. Gahhd. My status in Amberlicious and DearKrystal is a hiatus. Anyway, sign up there and meet me! ;D

We have no semestral break, UNFORTUNATELY. Plus we have Saturday classes. At least we're not starting those weekend classes yet. It'll start on January, our Calculus teacher said. No quality fangirling time for me. I guess I'll just have to wait for Christmas vacation, which will also be cut short, according to our teachers. Geddemmit.

Wooh, advanced Happy Halloween everyone! :D

PS: Saeng il chukhahae Keul! :D Amber and the rest of f(x) members love you!

New layout up!

2009-10-18T20:33:00.002+08:00

I've changed my blogskin. Again. Hahahaha. I'm tired of the previous layout I had, though I like the junsu and amber icons. :)) I edited this for freaking 3 hours. I found it hard to edit this. The navigations' htmls are hard to modify. It's like you're having a trial-and-error. LMAO. Anyway, kudos to me for the hard work editing. XD I prioritized this more than schoolwork. :)

I'll be updating this some other time, I need to hurry now and eat, dinner is waiting for me. XD Baii. *waves*

Chocolate Love. <3

2009-10-15T20:25:00.003+08:00

First of all I am greeting Donghae a very Haeppy birthday! :D Eunhyuk and the rest of Super Junior loves you. LOL. XD Hahahaha!

I just watched f(x) and SNSD's Chocolate Love MV tonight. Gahhd I was really spazzing too much earlier. Too much I tell you. Beware. LMAO. Amber was fckng gorgeous. I think she should have more chair dance soon.

I like SNSD's steps so much. Especially the leg dance at 0:15 and 0:22. Heeeeee, cute. :D And here's f(x)'s vid:

Amber's parts are way too awesome. She looks like a girl, seriously! I can't help but gasp when I saw her chair dance. My face was like this --> O.O And I like Victoria's parts in the song. Yeah, I also like the "I call, I call" step. LOL. It looks cool. XD AND OMG AMBER'S CHESTPOPPING FTW. \m/

And, another video. Gahhd SHINee! I kept on changing my favorites, seriously. At first it was Onew and Minho. Then I like Jonghyun. And now, it's Key!!! Gahhd he was effing HANDSOME. I'm not taking him with me, he's still all yours, Key lovers. I just like his hair. Hahaha!

That was just too awesome. Jjang i must say. ^^V

That's all for now! I'll be going nao because I promised myself to be productive tonight. XD Advanced good night everyone! *waves*

Lemme tell you one time.

2009-10-14T00:39:00.003+08:00

Golly, I'm liking this song now! As well as the singer himself. 8D There was something with his voice that I like, though everybody says that he looked and sang like a lesbo. LOL I actually didn't see anything wrong with his voice, it's just that he sounds like a ten-year-old kid, and he diesn't look like his age. And I'm going crazy again. x) I've been watching vids of him since forever, and I realized that he sings very well. This lad's so talented! He can play the piano, guitar, and all that. I'm getting envious of him. Keke~

Speaking of envious, I am also envious of Victoria because she speaks Chinese so cute! I was self-studying Mandarin two years ago and I stopped. :)) Watch their SMENT Global Audition vid! Here:

I liked Krystal and Amber's english accents! I almost died earlier as I was watching this vid. And Vic spoke Chinese for quite long. Hahaha, cute. :3 I also watched SJM's vid.

Henry speaks perfect english! I'm liking him more, gahhd. XD And now I agree to Tiff that Zhou Mi looks more like Hyuk. LMAO. I was also like O.O wtf when I saw "hyuk" on the vid, then it came to me that he really was zhoumi and he looked like him! Plus his hair.. WTH really. =))

Anyway, for the second time I went to Korean Town. And guess what, we bought Solreim! It was the drink that TVXQ endorsed not long ago. :)) I was so happy to buy one, it tastes like ice cream. LOL. XD I kept the pack for souvenir/memory purposes. Hehehehe.

Okay, I posted because I can't sleep! And finally this one helped. Heck, it's already past 1AM on my clock! Good night sweethearts. <3

Korean Town beybe!

2009-10-11T17:14:00.007+08:00

We went to Korean Town today. It's in Makati. Woah, it's my first time to go there. I went with my friend Jkim. ;) We went first to Ok Books. It's a bookstore where you can see Korean books, magazines, and most especially, CDs/DVDs from Kpop artists. Kyaaa! I was like this --> O.O when I saw the door. There was a TVXQ [The Secret Code] poster on the door! I died for a moment, and then reincarnated. :) We went inside. I saw lots of Korean Books! And I saw lots of Kpop CDS and DVDS! Jkim and I saw albums of BigBang, 2NE1, GD, SS501, SHINee, SNSD, TVXQ and other albums. I saw AADBSK3. Gahhd, the two of us stared at that for like.. 5 minutes. Then I said, "I'll save money for that" with a T.T expression. :[ It costs three thousand++ Philippine Peso, gahhd. And there were also keychains. I wanted to buy a TVXQ one, but my friend didn't wanna buy so I didn't. XD

Then we went around that 'town', and yeah, indeed it was a Korean town. You can see lots of Korean buildings, restaurants and stores! After going to OkBooks we went to a certain noraebang [karaoke room]. I looked at all the korean songs and there were lots of it! LOL, I almost had my head ache because there were really tons of songs you can choose from. We passed by one of the rooms and we heard a Korean singing. I dunno the song he's singing though. XDD My friend signed for a membership card, or something like that, I dunno. :)) Then we entered different grocery stores. We bought pepero. I scanned the box and here it is:

I also scanned the receipt. LMAO, these are the only pictures I can share to you because my friend and I don't have cameraas with us earlier. XD Here's the receipt:

Pepero is cheap! :) I wish I bought two boxes. XD Then after that, we again walked around the town, and saw SOLREIMMMMMM~ It's the milkshake that DBSK endorsed once! Kyaaaa~ We wanted to buy earlier but we decided to buy tomorrow. *insert evil grin smiley here* And.. We only saw Kiwi and Milkshake flavor. ;]

And yeah, we went inside a grocery store, and watched Inkigayo. LMAO, we were almost screaming inside the place but we didn't care. It was a coincidence that when we watched it Lachata was just about to start. XD But I think it's already a replay.. Because the cashier already knew that 4minute will win the encore. LOL.

That two-hour 'trip' around the place made my day happy. KrnTown, see you again tomorrow!

H to the I to the A to the T-U-S!

2009-10-08T22:48:00.003+08:00

Okay, so my online diary would be on a semi-hiatus from now on. Since I have no much time to update this, I would put this site down for a while. :) But, you should still see me at plurk! LMAO. I won't leave plurk, seriously. Karma makes me go back again and again at plurk. =)) Funny enough for me, but it's true. XD

Don't worry guys. I'll still be updating, but not as much as before. :] I'll still be stalking sites and forums to satisfy my fangirl heart. ;D Well basically I can't do anything to stop fangirling you know.

Keii baii, imma be out now. I should study for Graded Recitation tomorrow! *rushes to study*
Baibai~ :D

Another random post?

2009-10-05T23:54:00.006+08:00

Waaah! I watched the preview of Ga In and Jo Kwon's We Got Married, and I was sooo [in love] with the 'upcoming' couple! Gosh, they're so cute together! I'm really loving them. <3

And today, my group of friends and I celebrated our 8th monthsary! Happy 8th month moii! [moii is our group's name] We bought a cool lollipop! The lollipop stick glows in the dark. I dunno what it is called. :)) I kinda don't like the taste of the candy, I just bought some because of the glowing stick. I took pictures of it. :)

LMAO, I turned off the lights to see if it's really working! Hahahaha. It does not glow as much when I took a picture of it because it was already glowing for about an hour.. So its glow is not that bright anymore. :x

And now. I'm lost for words. Kay, bye, just had the urge to update my blog! Comments people kk? ;D Layout will be changed soon! As in SOON~ XDD

PS: Saeng il chukhahamnida YooBin~

I'm on a youtube mode.

2009-10-03T11:04:00.004+08:00

LOL, I'm currently stalking youtube. :)) I suddenly got bored on plurk because it was temporarily dead this morning! XD So, I switched to yt. I watched tons of 2NE1 vids, and a bit of BigBang's. And heck, I didn't know that 2NE1 also did a cover of this song:

This was cool. \m/ After this vid I stumbled upon..

Bom was so gorgeous even before their 2NE1 days! Woah. She looks so good with the tight pants. This is my first time to see her in such outfit, because she always wears skirts during their live performances. Um, she must wear something like this again! ^^

And.. Lemme share you how I got into kpop. ;) *with some vids xD*

A year ago, I was very addicted to the tv drama "Three Dads and One Mom" or something like that. I got very interested to Kim YooJin (or simply Eugene) that time, so I googled her. I have known that she was once a member of S.E.S., a girl band which consists of Bada, Shoo and her. Anyway, SES is an acronym of their names -- Sea [Bada means sea in korean], Eugene, and Shoo. Now, back to the topic. I searched for SES on youtube, and I saw "Neoreul Saranghae".

I used to be addicted to this song. I even memorized the dance steps for this, lmao. :)) Then I saw one related video that looks interesting. :] It was Big Bang's parody for Neoreul saranghae! ROFL, when I watch this I always get a good laugh. A must-watch, lol!

GD looks so much of a girl here. She looks good with the hair and Siopao-like beanie. XD

This was when I officially got hooked into Kpop. :) I first knew about Big Bang. I first liked Taeyang. ;D Because he was so cute in the SES parody! I came to know about bigbang, and then the other groups followed. Note: I give a very special thanks to JKIM-fudgelove for making me meet DBSK. :D

And.. That ends my kpop history. Okay, I'm off to affxtion and facebook now. Bye sweeties~

I love you! Everyone read this. XD

2009-10-01T19:51:00.002+08:00

Okay, as Tiff suggested..

I love you! <3

-- super random post. Kayy, baii.

*leaves blogger immediately*

TVXQ, 보고싶어요!

2009-09-30T23:55:00.002+08:00

I was editing the code for a supposedly new blog layout but.. I decided to set it aside and watch The Secret Code [in Tokyo Dome] instead. :)) And, I'm having no regrets. It worth it! I'm not yet done watching it but I'm already getting hyperventilation and heartbeat rate increase from this! <3 Oh my gracious God, I miss them so much. :[

Oh, I hope the lawsuit thing would end ASAP. :D Sadly, they won't be in the Dream Concert because of it. Hello!!! *snaps fingers* A DREAM CONCERT is not a DREAM [come true] at all if they're not included! And Leader Jay isn't included as well. :[ I was really expecting TVXQ to be there. But.. Unfortunately, life's ironic. Lol. I should get used to it. :((

Well that's it for tonight! I must finish a lot of TSC vids before sleeping. :] I might be on a graveyard shift since I went on a six-hour NAP [is there a nap that lasts for six hours?] earlier. :) Toodles, everyone and have a good night's sleep!

**Why do I always feel like falling in love the second time around when hearing Doushite? It doesn't get old to my ears. :>

For the sake of..

2009-09-23T23:09:00.004+08:00

Updating. :)) Wow, this blog has been dead for almost a week. I wasn't able to spazz with you guys for a long time because of some stuffs. I was too lazy to go here on blogger because.. Nothing. Nothing.. I was just too LAAAAAZZZY, lazy I tell you. I don't have much to say right now, but...

I MISS SPAZZING ABOUT TVXQ SO FCKNG MUCH. T^T
All this time I was spazzing only about Amber. LOL, and I feel sorry for you KJS love. :[[
I miss you. I miss 5 of them.
I don't have much news about them lately.
But I still listen to their songs, especially JaeChun's. ;)
I soooooooo fckng like 'Colors' and the 'Been So Long' one.

Bye for now, I think I'll be on a hiatus again in the near future. Lmaoooooooooooo~
*runsaway*
And.. Goodnight. :)

PS: HAPPY BIRTHDAY KIM KI BUM -- Key! <3
*he's my new favorite now [actually since last week], not because it's his birthday okay ;]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY LOVE! ♥♥♥

2009-09-17T23:44:00.003+08:00

*This is a birthday post solely for the girl in my heart.

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First of all, SAENG IL CHUKHAHAMNIDA AMBER LIU! This post is for you. Happy 17th birthday Liu Yi Yun! I wish you good health, successful career, and happy life. :D

Well, it's only been 13, I repeat, THIRTEEN days since your debut and, there you are, already celebrating the 17th year of your life! God, days are passing by so fast. LOL, I already liked you even before your debut! I like your tomboyish style actually. It rocks my socks. Hehehe lol. For the nth time around I found a girlcrush for me. XD

Gahhd! Imma celebrate this day for you okay! XD Anyway, I sincerely thank you for the laughs, smiles, heartbreaks, excitements and surprises you already gave us fangirls and fanboys. Just the same, I still hope for more soon. :) Gimme some KryBer and AmToria love! Stay sweet to your fellow f(x) members.

What more can I say? God, words can't express how much I am happy for your birthday! :) LOL. Liu Yi Yun, stay young, cool, pretty, handsome, humble, cute, and adorable forever okay! We all love you! We really do~

With so much love,
김 샨넨 :]

PS: Wear girly outfits one time okay!

BITTERstillSWEET day.

2009-09-15T22:22:00.008+08:00

Crap, I'm suddenly on a bad mood now. Mom didn't give me permission to go swimming on Monday. Sad. Very disappointing. The hell with those beliefs mom, the hell. I don't care about those, nothing's gonna happen if you believe those pieces of crap. I hate myself for being a graduating student now. I hate this feeling. Earlier I was so happy, but now, why the sudden change? God don't be like this. :((

Anyway, lemme share you why I'm happy today. As soon as I open affxtion [affxtion.com], I saw some images on the shoutbox. And since I'm curious what those pictures are, of course I clicked them. And, guess what I saw? GIF images of Amber! Gosh, those really made me.. smile a lot. Like this: ^_____________________^ and :D. LOL. XD

Here, lemme give you an Amber overload. *EDIT: Some of the image sources where gone. It says in tinypic: "The image has been deleted" or something like that. I'm lazy to put back the pics here. XD*

Just click them to see the full sizes.

Those are super adorable. And this one made me smile when I was in a bad mood:

Credits to those who posted it on the affxtion shoutbox. :]

Yeah, I'm sleeping early. Gnight! More pics tomorrow. :)

PS: I'm LSS-ed by Super Junior M's Super Girl. LOVE~

Inkigayo 091309. :)

2009-09-13T23:37:00.003+08:00

The date's cute. LOL, 09-13-09. Gahahaha, super random. XD Wooh, I thought I wouldn't be able to watch Inkigayo because of my ever pms-ing internet connection. :[ But, lucky enough, I spotted something on f(x)'s shoutbox! LOL, It's solinren's livestream account here. Affxtion warned the viewers to get rid of him, but since I'm really desperate to watch f(x) live, I took the risk. Luckily nothing strange happened. :)

f(x)'s outfits were my type! Yeah, I like it. It's not too girly to look at. They wore baggy pants I think? Ain't sure lol. XD Sulli's hair is super cute! I like their shoes. Gahhhd. :))

2NE1's In The Club! What, they're promoting all their songs. Like wow. :] How I wish they could perform Stay Together live. [it's my fave song from their mini album!] I like how their outfits always have the same theme/color/whatever it is :)) The dance steps weren't so impressive, but their voices are almost perfect here! *claps*

GD, why so adorable! I'm liking you here. ;) How can those back-up dancers touch you easily like that? *jealous* LOL. @1:13!! WAAAAH! Darn, too cute~

Woah! I dunno about this.. BADA'S STILL IN ENT. WORLD?! LOL!

I thought she's already happily married or something like that, but, I was really surprised to see her perform there. Anyway, I've been listening to their old songs for almost 9 months now, and I can say I like her more before. Her song Mad is not my type, frankly speaking. No offense, but cutesy image is quite not suited for her. :)

Okay, I still have to visit affxtion for one last time. XD Need to go, bye. Today's post is a video overload, sorry. :]] Can't help spazzing.

New layout. Update. :)

2009-09-13T00:23:00.005+08:00

At last, I'm done with editing, like finally. Credits to sleepyPandasa for the layout. :) Whew, I've been doing this for more than a week now! LOL I'm real lazyy. Anyway, I'm glad to still return in front of the computer at this time. LMAO, it's already 12:27AM on my clock. Yeah, I am sometimes insomniac. But now.. I guess I'm not. XD

And hey, no mubank for today. Sad. :[ Incheon Korean Music Wave was on MBC earlier instead. I didn't watch because f(x) wasn't there. LOL. Here are the vids anyway:

I see Jay! Though I personally sense that this will be his last performance with the other members. *tears*

And Sorry Sorry. Still good to my ears, doesn't get old. *imissthem:[*

SNSD! Wow, I missed this as well. :)Yuri looks so pretty with the hairdo.
And, woah, what happened to Fany's voice during the "DJ, put it back on" part?
Hear it at 3:56. XD

Yeah, enough for spazzing. Might continue this later. And one thing more, belated happy birthday Mary Faith Joyce Mallorca Dalope! :D:D

So long, and goodnight. :)

*rushes to bed*

A happy day after all. =)

2009-09-12T00:58:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was a good day. We won on the speech choir contest! At first for sure most of us are nervous, anyway, who won't get nervous when the competitors are too good? XD Yes it's true, we even treated the Freshmen and Sophomore threats for us. LOL, it's because they performed very well! Gahhh, I really didn't expect that we will win. But still, there's the tiniest hope in me that we can get the first place. There's a reward for us if we get that, for your information! We'll be exempted in the Periodical Test of the concerned subject, and more surprises to come! Bwahahahahahahahaha. And yes, we won. I'm so much happy. Thanks to those who cheered and congratulated us before and after the contest! Well, congratulations as well for the other year levels, at least you gave your best. :D Ganbatte next time okay! ;)

And.. Uh.. Hmm. We went at McDo for the celebration of Faith's birthday. [HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!] It's her treat, and so I went with them. =)) And take note, I saw *him* and his friends and classmates enter mcdo. My golly, they are in wrong timing! We were about to go then when they came. Awch. And yeah, I still have a crush on him but I'm super annoyed at him because of his attitude. Do you know that attitude of some people, when they know that you have a crush on them, they will ignore you to death for all they care. They won't talk to you or even mind you at all. Well, he's like that, unfortunately. x( And I'm pissed off with him because of that. As if I have a VERY VERY VERY BIGGGG crush on him. Gahhd, people nowadays. :/

And then.. Went home. As usual, my fangirl mode was turned on as soon as I sat in front of the computer. :) I wasn't able to fangirl much today because my mom made me do her paperworks. *annoyed* Waaah, and I just finished watching Intiimate Note with SNSD as the guests! LOL, it's super late, because I already forgot about it a long time ago. XDDDD Here's the vid for episode 1:

Their fight was awesome, I learned a lot from them. And I adore Seohyun very much in here! She looks pure and innocent for the entire show, really. I like her innocence. Cute maknae~ :D

Oh well, I'm going to sleep now. I should, or I'll be waking up late eventually. XD Goodnight! Or, should I say, Good morning! Sleep tight everyone~

This is ridiculous. x[

2009-09-09T16:27:00.002+08:00

Oh God Park Jaebeom. Why the hell did you leave 2PM? :(( Seriously, this is the worst gift the group ever had on their 1st anniversary. The hell with those netizens. The hell with those antis! GET A LIFE, I TELL YOU! This is annoying and making me super pissed off, as well as sad. D: Antis shouldn't have brought back the past, PAST IS PAST you know! And who the hell are you to judge him? Anyway no one's perfect, so why the hate for him? Go to hell, I'm sure no one cares.

Try putting yourself on Jay's position. Won't you feel bad for that? Won't you do like Jay did? Geez, those antis who destroyed Jay's life should rot in hell. Jay, please go back to 2PM, if there's still a chance. :( 2PM won't be 2PM without the leader! But, if there's no hope for us fans anymore, still, I'm hoping for the best for you. Wish you luck and good life there in Seatlle, Jay. At least no netizens would stalk you. -_-

PS: I hate antis.

LA-CHA-TAmber. <3

2009-09-05T16:56:00.008+08:00

And today.. Lots of things happened. Well, at least, those things are good for me. XD

Hm. Woke up at 3 in the morning (too early DX), prepared for the Alay Lakad. It was raining! Gahhd, My mom and I only had one umbrella with us, and so I shared with my friend. :] Walked all along the way to Luneta, stayed there for a minute to eat, and then left. For that we got 70 merits for CAT [Citizenship Advancement Training]. LMAO. This is the interesting part [for me]: my friends are teasing me to go close to my crush. Now. I should keep quiet now, he might read this and know that he's the one I'm talking about. XDDDDDDDD

So, yeah, slept from 9am - 2pm. Prepared for the practice, but the practice was postponed. Actually it wasn't postponed, we came to the meeting place but we did nothing. XD LOL. Went home and then rushed straight in front of the computer for fangirling mode. :))

Amber here. Amber there. Amber's everywhere on my plurk posts. LMAO.

And I watched their Inkigayo debut performance! Wah. Amber looked so hot when she flipped her hair! Me likeyy~ :D I'm looking forward to more of their fierce performances! ^___________^ Fighting!

And earlier I read f(x)'s messages to their fans!
Read this. ;] Click click ^^

Waaaahhh, Sulli sounds so cute in her message. :D And, Amber girl! You sound cool! Wazzup yo! XD Peace out! ^^V

"... But hearing you guys cheer for us, I started to relax. Thank you! You guys are the best!
We’re going to continue to work hard and do our best^^
I’ll see you tomorrow right? hehe"

-- Amber

Waaaah! That just sounds so sweet for me. Aw. Kinda reminded me of Junsu's UFO replies/msgs. :[[ [note: I am so missing this man.]

Today's my Amber day. LOL, She's the only one I ave spazzed about today. XD
She's my current addiction. Well, Su gave me permission so why hesitate? ^^V

This is quite a long post, eh?
I think I've been spazzing too much of Amber. :D
Wait up for tomorrow's post! Imma show you some vids that are absolutely <33>

Investigatory Project < Fangirling. =

2009-09-03T21:30:00.005+08:00

CRAAAAM. I'm cramming for our investigatory project in Research II but here I am posting a blog. Yeah, I'm still on hiatus but I'm still blogging. XD

Sorry for those I asked for a link exchange, I'm editing a layout and so I still haven't put all your links on my site. Really sorry. ^^V

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Anyway, I'm loving Amber more and more. XD Why does she have to be so hot? *cries* She was on my mind the whole day I swear. I'm undoubtedly crushing on a girl. This is ridiculous, but I'm okay with it. Many fangirls like her as well anyway. I'm not the only one. ;) Now, look at this picture:

Oh my holy crap. :x

So now, how do you expect me to react with that super hot picture? Nooo~ I'm going insane again. ~~Don't~~ help me! This is worse than my fangirling for Minzy. Sorry.. =)) I can't get over you Amber. XD No, not another girlcrush for me. [but I can't do anything about that] I sooo love her now. And their MV, nice. I wanna die now. :[

This post took me forever to finish since I'm blogging and doing our IP at the same time. :)) Imma go now and concentrate here. Toodles, bye~

Amber here. Amber there. Amber's everywhere.

2009-09-03T00:13:00.004+08:00

Amber, we, the fangirls [as well as fanboys] love you. Mygahhhd you turned me into a lesbian [lmao] for crushing on you in just a split second! Seriously. I like the hair, it looks cool and hot on you. And the looks. You can look like a boy yet look like a girl at times. And.. the picture below took my life away. XD

Omo. She looks so hot and cool. I can't get over you Amber. I swear she drove me crazy the entire time I was repeating the teaser MV over and over again! Fierce. I really love you. XD And she's young, take note. ;) She's only 17. Man, how can one be terrifying hot at a young age? Yeah, she's two years older but that doesn't make any difference. :))

Imma stop now before I faint because of hyperventilation. I changed my mind. f(x) is a girl group worth waiting for. Now I love them. :] And one thing more, Lachata is now becoming nicer to my ears. :D

Goodnight~ I need to put myself together now. Bye~

On hiatus. :D

2009-09-01T18:52:00.003+08:00

Heck, I have just started this blog yet I'm already on a hiatus! LMAO. I'm becoming lazy now. =)) But seriously, I'm gonna fix this. Will try to look for some cool/cute layouts. ;) Gimme some sites please. This site of mine looks so simple.. and lame. XD

Waddaheck, I listened to f(x)'s song, as well as the teaser. For me, I said for ME, the song's not that catchy. Sorry. XD But I'll make sure I'll listen to it again and again for me to like the song. :] Anyway some of the members are interesting. ;) I just found it out now that one of the members was Jessica's [SNSD] sister. LMAO. And one is.. Chinese? With no korean blood at all. Waah, that's cool you know, you're not a korean yet you can perform with Korean people. I remembered Hangeng. <3 Btw, he's getting my attention now! I'm currently rewatching full house, and I realized that he stands as the "mother" of the group, being the most industrious and hardworking among them. It's a turn-on for me, really. Hahahaha. Plus he's naughty at times. :))

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I'm learning Korean [again] now at livemocha. Yeah, the boring livemocha. :)) But I can manage, really, even if it's boring. My friend made me go back there again. XD Thanks Eun Nie. *evilgrin* Still on lesson three, adjectives. Mwahahaha.

FIFTEEN! repost from my multiply

2009-08-28T23:57:00.001+08:00

Woah. More minutes to go and I'll be turning fifteen. Should I be happy? Or should I feel the other way around? I don't know. But personally I am more of being happy because my friends already greeted me even before 29th. But before this day, too much depressions came my way. Pfft, I was really on a gloomy mood last night even though I try to laugh real hard. :)

And that was because I carried many problems yesterday. Plus I was annoyed with my mom. I won't talk further about it. I wanna be happy now. :D

Anyway, I just remembered, advanced happy birthday also to: Jared Williams [?, ain't sure], Max , and Margarette. :)) At first I told everyone that I can't feel that tomorrow's my birthday, but now, I seriously can feel it. =]] I wanna be contented now. And, by the way, thanks to FROSTY and MY BESTFRIEND for giving me letters. I love you both. :]

I don't wanna make this a very long post. All I can say now is.. Happy birthday to me.

Imma song a korean "happy birthday" for myself. :))

saeng il chukhahamnida~
saeng il chukhahamnida~
saranghaneun P.T.A.... [My initials XD]

saeng il chukhahamnida!

Japanese. :]

otanjoubi omedetou~
otanjoubi omedetou~
otanjoubi, P.T.A...
otanjoubi omedetou!

Those are all I know. =)) Happy birthday to me again. Thanks to those who greeted, greets and will greet. :D IloveyouallespeciallytoooooooootXD

-- pkim.23

Happy Birthday Mom.

2009-08-26T01:19:00.001+08:00

Loveyou. Though I may not show it all the time, I am very certain that I love you. May you have many more happy birthdays to come, and forget about the age. Remember, age is just a number. ;) Loveyouuuu! :D

Your Loving Daughter,
Shannen

NCAE.

2009-08-25T22:03:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow, erm, I mean later [because it's already past midnight XD], will be our NCAE, stands for National Career Assessment Exam. So that's an examination given by the government to determine what course or work or something will be fitted for us to take in college. For example, when you get high scores in Clerical Ability, probably they would suggest to take Secretarial courses. Something like that. XD

I'm still up. Who would believe that? :)) I'm a bit sleepy now. And I'll end the post here.

Yeah, nonsense post, I know. But who cares? Besides I'm going crazy. Imagine, I plurked earlier that I hate the word "environmental" because it was hard for me to type the word quickly and accurately. Grr, I always type letter "o" instead of "e"! Fail. -_______________- Well, post ended. Buhbye~

2009-08-23T15:00:00.000+08:00

Wow, I am surprised I am not so busy this afternoon. Hehe. Maybe I will be. Later. LOL.

I'm hungry! I wanna go out. But I'm again stuck in front of the computer, looking for interesting news. XD [about kpop, of course ;)] Well, I found one. :D

Click click click~

Interesting right? BigBang members will have their on channels now on YGTV. Yoshh, probably I'll watch Taeyang's. :)) He's my favorite member, after all. ;)

Oh, and by the way, I love TOP's pictures in his ELLE photoshoot. Hot, I can say. XD But it's 50-ish, so minus points for that. But all the same, he's still handsome. :) Here are some of the pictures:

You can just look for the other pictures here --> TOP :)

Ah, so handsome. Whyy~ I hope Youngbae will have pictures like that soon. XD I don't have any news for Taeyang now, I am not updated. LOL.

Well, I'm going. I need to eat. Bye~

First post. ;)

2009-08-22T16:32:00.000+08:00

Konnichi wa minna san! Shannen here. It's my first blog post here on blogspot. LOL, I suddenly felt like making a new blog site so here you go~ XD I got bored on multiply, I just don't know why. I easily get bored with things okay. :)

Anyway, hello weekend. *waves her hand to no one* I'm getting crazier day by day. XD Back to the topic. I enjoy this saturday afternoon, really. Though I am only sitting in front of the laptop the whole time, I am having fun. It's fangirling time you know. *evilgrin* But I know mom's gonna kick me out here soon as she wake up. But still.. I have to make the most out of this. :)

I haven't done any homeworks yet. Yay for me. =)) It's always been like this, I procrastinate and then cram when the last minute comes. *bricks herself* Fangirling lets me do this one. But oh well, I don't care, really. Fangirling is my world, besides it gives me time to relax and rest from the worries of my world. :)

I'll end the post here, see you soon. *waves*

But it's all coming back to me.

What am I doing here.

Little by Little

SPAAAAAM XD

PowerPlay 3.0

Dadadada nareul dagawabwa.

Hurr hurr hurr.

Boredom makes me cool.

TGIF

First Day.

I realized.

Seriously.

Letter to You

Spell TODAY: S-H-I-T.

Be happy! :D

Orosman at Zafira. EFFING COOL ♥

Eff you lady guard.

Would you believe...

This is frustrating.

Life's basically a roller coaster.

Am I lucky?

Happy birthday Yoochun!

School. DNW ;_;

Today, I am a walking good vibes. lol

I'm bored. ._.

Yah bestfriend, I lurve you. :)

Your Birthday Meanings! :)

T_______________T

Just because.

Bolkka Malkka. Bonchee Manche. Bogobwado.

Happy Mothers' Day!

Overheard at UP. ♥

"UP may not have all the facilities the rich world could offer, but that is what UP stands for.To produce the BEST from the LEAST.UP is not a world of comfort.Only the tough ones can enter. Much so, only the tougher ones survive inside."

I wonder.

Hotness overload. ♥

My Bestfriend is Corny.

Pee-bee-bee!

OKAY WTF

Family Outing! ♥

A very long post.

Talk to Me in Korean! :D

Finally, I'm home.

♥

Tag~

Can't say Goodbye

See for yourself.

This is my day! XD

Nan neoman saranghae.

Hell-slash-fun day.

Saying I Love You.

Random Q&A # 2

Myujik Bangkeu. XD

Random Q&A ;D

Survivor!

HELL DAY #2.

It's my day after all.

Fly high.

RIP blog.

Have a happy new year, everyone. :)

Minami Shineyo.

Happy Holidays!

Michyeo michyeo bad girl.

I know you wanna read this. ;D

For the only man in my heart. <333

Hiatus? I wonder..

Eotteoke?

I is back :D

Cafe World.

Before Sleeping...

All mixed up.

Time changes people.

Half-dumfounded.

First for the Eleventh.

Happy Halloween!

20 minutes.

No Title. XD

New layout up!

Chocolate Love. <3

Lemme tell you one time.

Korean Town beybe!

"UP may not have all the facilities the rich world could offer, but that is what UP stands for.

To produce the BEST from the LEAST.

UP is not a world of comfort.

Only the tough ones can enter. Much so, only the tougher ones survive inside."

FIFTEEN! repost from my multiply