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I was editing the code for a supposedly new blog layout but.. I decided to set it aside and watch The Secret Code [in Tokyo Dome] instead. :)) And, I'm having no regrets. It worth it! I'm not yet done watching it but I'm already getting hyperventilation and heartbeat rate increase from this! <3 Oh my gracious God, I miss them so much. :[

Oh, I hope the lawsuit thing would end ASAP. :D Sadly, they won't be in the Dream Concert because of it. Hello!!! *snaps fingers* A DREAM CONCERT is not a DREAM [come true] at all if they're not included! And Leader Jay isn't included as well. :[ I was really expecting TVXQ to be there. But.. Unfortunately, life's ironic. Lol. I should get used to it. :((

Well that's it for tonight! I must finish a lot of TSC vids before sleeping. :] I might be on a graveyard shift since I went on a six-hour NAP [is there a nap that lasts for six hours?] earlier. :) Toodles, everyone and have a good night's sleep!


**Why do I always feel like falling in love the second time around when hearing Doushite? It doesn't get old to my ears. :>

Labels: Kpop, layout, TVXQ

Updating. :)) Wow, this blog has been dead for almost a week. I wasn't able to spazz with you guys for a long time because of some stuffs. I was too lazy to go here on blogger because.. Nothing. Nothing.. I was just too LAAAAAZZZY, lazy I tell you. I don't have much to say right now, but...


I MISS SPAZZING ABOUT TVXQ SO FCKNG MUCH. T^T
All this time I was spazzing only about Amber. LOL, and I feel sorry for you KJS love. :[[
I miss you. I miss 5 of them.
I don't have much news about them lately.
But I still listen to their songs, especially JaeChun's. ;)
I soooooooo fckng like 'Colors' and the 'Been So Long' one.

Bye for now, I think I'll be on a hiatus again in the near future. Lmaoooooooooooo~
*runsaway*
And.. Goodnight. :)


PS: HAPPY BIRTHDAY KIM KI BUM -- Key! <3
*he's my new favorite now [actually since last week], not because it's his birthday okay ;]

Labels: birthday, hiatus, JaeChun, Key, TVXQ

*This is a birthday post solely for the girl in my heart.


First of all, SAENG IL CHUKHAHAMNIDA AMBER LIU! This post is for you. Happy 17th birthday Liu Yi Yun! I wish you good health, successful career, and happy life. :D

Well, it's only been 13, I repeat, THIRTEEN days since your debut and, there you are, already celebrating the 17th year of your life! God, days are passing by so fast. LOL, I already liked you even before your debut! I like your tomboyish style actually. It rocks my socks. Hehehe lol. For the nth time around I found a girlcrush for me. XD

Gahhd! Imma celebrate this day for you okay! XD Anyway, I sincerely thank you for the laughs, smiles, heartbreaks, excitements and surprises you already gave us fangirls and fanboys. Just the same, I still hope for more soon. :) Gimme some KryBer and AmToria love! Stay sweet to your fellow f(x) members.

What more can I say? God, words can't express how much I am happy for your birthday! :) LOL. Liu Yi Yun, stay young, cool, pretty, handsome, humble, cute, and adorable forever okay! We all love you! We really do~


With so much love,
김 샨넨 :]

PS: Wear girly outfits one time okay!

Labels: Amber, birthday

Crap, I'm suddenly on a bad mood now. Mom didn't give me permission to go swimming on Monday. Sad. Very disappointing. The hell with those beliefs mom, the hell. I don't care about those, nothing's gonna happen if you believe those pieces of crap. I hate myself for being a graduating student now. I hate this feeling. Earlier I was so happy, but now, why the sudden change? God don't be like this. :((

Labels: affxtion, Amber, fangirling

The date's cute. LOL, 09-13-09. Gahahaha, super random. XD Wooh, I thought I wouldn't be able to watch Inkigayo because of my ever pms-ing internet connection. :[ But, lucky enough, I spotted something on f(x)'s shoutbox! LOL, It's solinren's livestream account here. Affxtion warned the viewers to get rid of him, but since I'm really desperate to watch f(x) live, I took the risk. Luckily nothing strange happened. :)



f(x)'s outfits were my type! Yeah, I like it. It's not too girly to look at. They wore baggy pants I think? Ain't sure lol. XD Sulli's hair is super cute! I like their shoes. Gahhhd. :))



2NE1's In The Club! What, they're promoting all their songs. Like wow. :] How I wish they could perform Stay Together live. [it's my fave song from their mini album!] I like how their outfits always have the same theme/color/whatever it is :)) The dance steps weren't so impressive, but their voices are almost perfect here! *claps*



GD, why so adorable! I'm liking you here. ;) How can those back-up dancers touch you easily like that? *jealous* LOL. @1:13!! WAAAAH! Darn, too cute~

Woah! I dunno about this.. BADA'S STILL IN ENT. WORLD?! LOL!



I thought she's already happily married or something like that, but, I was really surprised to see her perform there. Anyway, I've been listening to their old songs for almost 9 months now, and I can say I like her more before. Her song Mad is not my type, frankly speaking. No offense, but cutesy image is quite not suited for her. :)

Okay, I still have to visit affxtion for one last time. XD Need to go, bye. Today's post is a video overload, sorry. :]] Can't help spazzing.

Labels: 2NE1, Bada, f(x), fangirling, GD, Inkigayo, video

At last, I'm done with editing, like finally. Credits to sleepyPandasa for the layout. :) Whew, I've been doing this for more than a week now! LOL I'm real lazyy. Anyway, I'm glad to still return in front of the computer at this time. LMAO, it's already 12:27AM on my clock. Yeah, I am sometimes insomniac. But now.. I guess I'm not. XD

And hey, no mubank for today. Sad. :[ Incheon Korean Music Wave was on MBC earlier instead. I didn't watch because f(x) wasn't there. LOL. Here are the vids anyway:

I see Jay! Though I personally sense that this will be his last performance with the other members. *tears*

And Sorry Sorry. Still good to my ears, doesn't get old. *imissthem:[*

SNSD! Wow, I missed this as well. :)Yuri looks so pretty with the hairdo.
And, woah, what happened to Fany's voice during the "DJ, put it back on" part?
Hear it at 3:56. XD

Labels: 2PM, Kpop, layout, SNSD, Super Junior, video

Yesterday was a good day. We won on the speech choir contest! At first for sure most of us are nervous, anyway, who won't get nervous when the competitors are too good? XD Yes it's true, we even treated the Freshmen and Sophomore threats for us. LOL, it's because they performed very well! Gahhh, I really didn't expect that we will win. But still, there's the tiniest hope in me that we can get the first place. There's a reward for us if we get that, for your information! We'll be exempted in the Periodical Test of the concerned subject, and more surprises to come! Bwahahahahahahahaha. And yes, we won. I'm so much happy. Thanks to those who cheered and congratulated us before and after the contest! Well, congratulations as well for the other year levels, at least you gave your best. :D Ganbatte next time okay! ;)

And.. Uh.. Hmm. We went at McDo for the celebration of Faith's birthday. [HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!] It's her treat, and so I went with them. =)) And take note, I saw *him* and his friends and classmates enter mcdo. My golly, they are in wrong timing! We were about to go then when they came. Awch. And yeah, I still have a crush on him but I'm super annoyed at him because of his attitude. Do you know that attitude of some people, when they know that you have a crush on them, they will ignore you to death for all they care. They won't talk to you or even mind you at all. Well, he's like that, unfortunately. x( And I'm pissed off with him because of that. As if I have a VERY VERY VERY BIGGGG crush on him. Gahhd, people nowadays. :/

And then.. Went home. As usual, my fangirl mode was turned on as soon as I sat in front of the computer. :) I wasn't able to fangirl much today because my mom made me do her paperworks. *annoyed* Waaah, and I just finished watching Intiimate Note with SNSD as the guests! LOL, it's super late, because I already forgot about it a long time ago. XDDDD Here's the vid for episode 1:



Their fight was awesome, I learned a lot from them. And I adore Seohyun very much in here! She looks pure and innocent for the entire show, really. I like her innocence. Cute maknae~ :D

Oh well, I'm going to sleep now. I should, or I'll be waking up late eventually. XD Goodnight! Or, should I say, Good morning! Sleep tight everyone~

Labels: birthday, fangirling, SNSD, speech choir

Labels: 2PM, jaebeom, Kpop

And today.. Lots of things happened. Well, at least, those things are good for me. XD

Hm. Woke up at 3 in the morning (too early DX), prepared for the Alay Lakad. It was raining! Gahhd, My mom and I only had one umbrella with us, and so I shared with my friend. :] Walked all along the way to Luneta, stayed there for a minute to eat, and then left. For that we got 70 merits for CAT [Citizenship Advancement Training]. LMAO. This is the interesting part [for me]: my friends are teasing me to go close to my crush. Now. I should keep quiet now, he might read this and know that he's the one I'm talking about. XDDDDDDDD

So, yeah, slept from 9am - 2pm. Prepared for the practice, but the practice was postponed. Actually it wasn't postponed, we came to the meeting place but we did nothing. XD LOL. Went home and then rushed straight in front of the computer for fangirling mode. :))

Amber here. Amber there. Amber's everywhere on my plurk posts. LMAO.



And I watched their Inkigayo debut performance! Wah. Amber looked so hot when she flipped her hair! Me likeyy~ :D I'm looking forward to more of their fierce performances! ^___________^ Fighting!

And earlier I read f(x)'s messages to their fans!
Read this. ;] Click click ^^

Waaaahhh, Sulli sounds so cute in her message. :D And, Amber girl! You sound cool! Wazzup yo! XD Peace out! ^^V

"... But hearing you guys cheer for us, I started to relax. Thank you! You guys are the best!
We’re going to continue to work hard and do our best^^
I’ll see you tomorrow right? hehe"

-- Amber

Waaaah! That just sounds so sweet for me. Aw. Kinda reminded me of Junsu's UFO replies/msgs. :[[ [note: I am so missing this man.]

Today's my Amber day. LOL, She's the only one I ave spazzed about today. XD
She's my current addiction. Well, Su gave me permission so why hesitate? ^^V

This is quite a long post, eh?
I think I've been spazzing too much of Amber. :D
Wait up for tomorrow's post! Imma show you some vids that are absolutely <33>

Labels: Amber, f(x), fangirling, school, video

CRAAAAM. I'm cramming for our investigatory project in Research II but here I am posting a blog. Yeah, I'm still on hiatus but I'm still blogging. XD

This post took me forever to finish since I'm blogging and doing our IP at the same time. :)) Imma go now and concentrate here. Toodles, bye~

Labels: f(x), fangirling, Kpop, school

Amber, we, the fangirls [as well as fanboys] love you. Mygahhhd you turned me into a lesbian [lmao] for crushing on you in just a split second! Seriously. I like the hair, it looks cool and hot on you. And the looks. You can look like a boy yet look like a girl at times. And.. the picture below took my life away. XD

Labels: f(x), fangirling, Kpop

Heck, I have just started this blog yet I'm already on a hiatus! LMAO. I'm becoming lazy now. =)) But seriously, I'm gonna fix this. Will try to look for some cool/cute layouts. ;) Gimme some sites please. This site of mine looks so simple.. and lame. XD

Waddaheck, I listened to f(x)'s song, as well as the teaser. For me, I said for ME, the song's not that catchy. Sorry. XD But I'll make sure I'll listen to it again and again for me to like the song. :] Anyway some of the members are interesting. ;) I just found it out now that one of the members was Jessica's [SNSD] sister. LMAO. And one is.. Chinese? With no korean blood at all. Waah, that's cool you know, you're not a korean yet you can perform with Korean people. I remembered Hangeng. <3 Btw, he's getting my attention now! I'm currently rewatching full house, and I realized that he stands as the "mother" of the group, being the most industrious and hardworking among them. It's a turn-on for me, really. Hahahaha. Plus he's naughty at times. :))

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I'm learning Korean [again] now at livemocha. Yeah, the boring livemocha. :)) But I can manage, really, even if it's boring. My friend made me go back there again. XD Thanks Eun Nie. *evilgrin* Still on lesson three, adjectives. Mwahahaha.

Labels: fangirling, hiatus, Kpop